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1.4

-Brinley's POV

I knew I shouldn't I didn't want to believe me my mind tried all it could to deny and stop myself but it couldn't. My mind knew how I felt but it denied it and would never let my brain realise how strongly this was effecting me. However I felt myself lean to my phone and open up my Instagram dms, it's been forever since anyone heard anything not that I was worried just curious?

Brin.slinton_x: Calum?

*one day later

Brin.slinton_x: Where are you?

Brin.slinton_x: Are you okay?

*one day later

brin.slinton_x: Calum seriously....

*one day later

Calumhood: What's it to you?

Brin.slinton_x: What's happened?

Calumhood: You don't care you can't care

Brin.slinton_x: Meet me? Please because whatever's happened its probably happened to me and I just think I could help..

Calumhood: Edge of town in 10minutes

When he finally replied my heart managed to skip a beat not sure why I shook it off, my mind was all over the place and I wasn't sure why I'd offered to meet him but then in my mind I knew I wanted to. I quickly threw on a coat and some shoes and left the house not thinking about the consequences like normal and went to the edge of town where I saw Calum kicking at the ground.

"Um hi?" I said not really knowing what to say, he murmured a incoherent response but I guess he just said hey back. A few minutes passed and I finally decided to say something,

"Calum what happened?" He looked up and closed his eyes before looking back down,

"You wouldn't understand,"

"I'm pretty sure I would I mean something similars probably happened to me,"

"Can we go sit somewhere," we walked off and went to the park bench and I waited for him to start talking,

"Did you love your mum," my mind and heart stopped,

"Of course I did!" I snapped and breathed out calming myself down, "I mean she's all I had ever," he smiled slightly at me and I furrowed my eyebrows,

"Please tell me what happened?"

"Well that day your dad went to the hospital my sister came home and told me I had to go see her straight away," he sniffled and carried on his story, " and she was meant to meet my p-parents while they were away so they could come home together, but you see she couldn't meet them,"

"Why?" He closed his eyes then looked up at me,

"Because they got into an accident and there gone,"

"Gone?"

"Yeh Brinley there dead!" He shouted and stood up I could see the tears on his cheeks and his attempt to wipe them away wasn't working so I stood up and walked over to him.

He turned around to me but looked down, I stepped closer and grabbed his face whipping away the tears and trying to comfort him. I didn't know what to say so I just carried on whipping his tears,

"You can't feel can you,"

"There are no words,"

"Why,"

"I can't feel," he looked down with a disappointed look on his face and I felt sorry for him for the first time in forever I actually felt bad for him and I bit my lip to stop myself from smiling, he clocked on and gave me a confused look and I closed my eyes,

"But maybe I'm starting to," he smiled at me and wrapped his arms around my waist hugging me,

"I think this is what I needed,"

"What?"

"Someone like you to talk to," he laughed slightly and then he frowned,

"What now?" 

"you never laugh,"

"Sometimes I do," he went quiet and I heard something behind me my eyes widened and I turned around quickly trying to see through the trees, I noticed some silhouettes in the shadows,

"Are you okay?"

"Umm yeh we should leave though,"

"And go where?"

"Um I'll call someone"

*Ashtons house

"Why are we here?" Calum asked confused,

"He was worried and its a safe place to go,"

"Safe?"

"Yeah please just trust me with this," he shrugged and we both walked inside,

"We're here," i said and Ashton came out the living room,

"Hey," he went straight over to Calum and embraced him in a hug,

"Where have you been?" He looked at me and Ashton turned around I just nodded forwards and he sighed,

"Can we go in the kitchen,"

After Calum had explained what had happened Ashton spent a while talking to him and I think it made him feel better about the whole thing, a little part of me felt really good about bringing him here and that over powered the guilt of what I was getting everyone in to so as I turned around to make a drink I  smiled to myself and continued with the conversation we were currently in.