wow.
being separate from you
has been a roller coaster
of emotional baggage
i never wanted to face.
from friends,
to more,
then lover,
now over.
nothing.
na-dah.
truly,
it
aggravates
me
slightly
knowing
you
and
i
weren't
meant
to be;
antagonizes
me
in
thoughts,
ringing
like
the
annoying
a.m.
alarm.
then,
i
find
myself
struggling
to
pickup
the
pieces
of me
i
didn't
know
were
broken.
only
to
shovel
the
feelings
i
didn't
know
were lost.
only at that time i let the spirit lead me to glory by finding the path of God.
i forgive you but
i can't say that i miss you,
i just pray you're okay.
that you find how to live well
with someone else.
find yourself,
your purpose.
remember your hopes,
dreams,
and fantasies.
Our memories
though not made to last,
we had signed a contract (or so i thought)
from which our hearts made made—
though i ended up losing my mind;
letting go of my heart for you;
seeping into the ground below
only for me to melt like snow.
i can't say why im making this so difficult—
letting you go should be easy.
why won't you let me?
YOU ARE READING
i can talk here? crazy.
Poetryi've been trying to let go. only seems right to. we simply weren't meant to be, or are we?
