Why Me? (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 26

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Chapter 26

Skys pov

Me and niall were just lying down on the floor for a while, just staring at the white ceiling. Our first kiss kept replaying in my mind. I couldnt keep a grin off my face! I felt a little vibration in my pocked, i took it out and read the text

Zayn: me and the crew popped out you and niall better not get up to anything while we are gone , nialls not ready to be a father :) x

I giggled at zayns message but i didnt bother to reply. I scrolled down my facebook feed, there was pretty much nothing going on so i checked twitter to find thousands and thousands of retweets and comments, i slowly gulped and began to read some, i hadnt read twitter since the pictures were released of me and niall

"Your really ugly"

"Go die in a hole bitch"

"Why are you going out with niall, your a slut"

"Just leave niall alone, you dont deserve him #skysabitch"

I hadnt released that i had been digging my nails into my arms in anger, i just kept pushing my fingers harder and harder, i read more as some tears formed in my eyes, im glad niall hasnt seen me like this

"Go cut yourself whore"

"Your so fat you must be pregnant"

I felt an oozing liquid seep ever so slowly out my arm, i sighed in relief but i wasnt satisfied

"Ugly slag"

"Charity case"

I got up and walked over to the bathroom without looking back at niall, the tears were running freely down my face now

"Where you going?" Nialls thick husky irish accent burnt through me

"J..just to the toilet" i put on a reassuring voice so he doesnt know something was up!

I walked into the bathroom and sat on the floor i continued to read, i dont know why , i just couldnt stop, WHY?

"Theres a song that could describe you its called 'stupid hoe' "

"Niall deserved better"

"He just feels sorry for you"

"Attention-whore" they were the words that haunted me, they were the words that i was told in school as i walked down the busy corridors

"Attention whore"

"Attention whore"

"Attention whore" the voices ripped through my head

"ATTENTION WHORE" i screamed and threw my phone at the wall

I got up and rooted through the draws, it glissened in the light , i picked it up and placed it against my wrists and with clean swipes i peirced my skin

"Attention whore" i chocked softley and slit across my wrist

"Charity case" i swiped across my skin gasping in pain

"Ugly"

"Slag" i gashed my wrists and watched the blood run freely out of my wounds

How can such a perfect moment flip upside down in a matter of minutes , it just keeps coming into my head the words 'why me' 'why me' 'why me' . I didnt bother covering the wounds i just sat there in a puddle of blood sobbing into my hands

Nialls PoV

"Attention Whore" i heard sky scream from the bathroom and i heard a slight gasp

I walked over to the door and pressed my ear against it

"Charity case"

"Ugly"

"Slag"

As the words came out of her mouth the tears slipped out of my eyes. It went silent and i heard muffled sobs. There was no lock on this door so i opened the door ever so quietly and crept in her head has in her hands and her hair was over her arms almost draping down her body. There was a couple of specs of blood on the floor and i saw a blood soken razor on the other side of the room. NO NO NO not again NO, i crouched down to her height

"Sky" i whispered and touched her shoulder. She flinched ever so slightly and looked up her eyes all red and puffy, her hair came up with her too reaveling her blood soken arm and the huge gashes cut into her skin

"Im..im so sorry" she whispered, a tear slid off her chin. I didnt say anything, i had no words i just cradled her in my arms stroking her hair and holding her tightly. When the 4 boys burst in the door, we were greeted by 4 low gasps and shocked expressions, sky never looked up she just buried her head in my chest and sobbed into my t-shirt.

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