Why Me? (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 86

Sorry i didnt update for a few days, thanks for 20,000 reads love you all xx

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Chapter 86

As the car pulled up i hopped out and thanked the driver, i dodged the busy business men & women racing to work with cardboard coffee cups in there hands and into the reception area.

"Hello, im here for an interview" i said

"Sky johnson?" She confirmed

"Yes" i said

"Just there" she pointed to a glass door not too far away, i thanked her and walked over to the door. I knocked and was greeted by a beautiful blond girl who must of been 25 at most. She was wearing blue skinny jeans and a black tank top.

"Hello im cammryn, take a seat" she said sitting in a creme chair that was face to face with the other chair. I walked across the fluffy black rug and sunk into the cold leather chairs.

"So then Sky, how are things going with you and niall" she smiled picking up her pen and jotter.

"Things are great! Incredible in fact." I mused

"Great! So then Sky, where were you from?" She asked obviously getting the easier questions out of the way

"Right here in London" i smiled

"What was it like growing up as a child?" She said chewing the end of her black biro. This was one of the questions i was dreading, one of the questions that caused me some anxiety and stress over telling my past, but maybe its time, maybe its time people should know.

"Well before i was born my father died in a car crash while my mother was 5 months pregnant, she raised me as a single parent and life was great until i was 10" i gulped letting the memories flow back to mind.

"In your own time" she said nicely and smiled sweetly

"When i was ten my mother was diagnosed with bowel cancer, however the cancer did spread to quickly, she died on my 13th Birthday in the hospice" i chocked back a tear.

"After that i was sent into care, and i went to a different school! I was bullied, i was put down every single day of my life, they made me feel worthless" my voice grew weaker

"Thats one of the reasons i got the tattoo, under the tattoo lies hundred of untold tales , untold memories, untold thoughts that i cant remove from my brain. Some of them thoughts are suicidal, some are pure hatred towards myself. The things that ran through my brain the day it all started, the day i took the razor to my wrist out of pure desperation. I couldnt handle the mental pain anymore, i was hurting, my life was being torn apart from the insides." I felt a tear roll down my cheek and Cammryn the interviewer hugged me gently

"Im sorry" she whispered

"Its fine" i forced a smile and wiped the tears away

"Why were you bullied, what did the bullies say to you Sky?" She said calmly

"It all started because i was bullied for living in an orphanage, just the smallest of names all built up. Ugly, obese, fat, abandoned, unwanted! Then it all spiraled out of control the day my bestfriend came up to me and basically told me exactly the things i didnt want to hear" i sighed

"What was that?" Cammryn asked

"She told me i was a fat, worthless little shit, she called me attention seeking and useless, she told me to 'go cut myself' and thats what i did, that night i sat on the bathroom floor and started to cut! The bullying got worse the day some boy noticed them and told the whole school. The name calling got worse and the cuts got deeper, the mental pain brainwashed me and i fell into depression. I packed my bags and left" i let myself sob

Cammryn held my hand as she spoke

"Where did you go?"

"I lived on the streets" i replied simply

"How did you stay alive"

"I busked, its the only thing i was good at"

"How did you meet the boys?" She said making me feel instantly happier when i thought about there smiling faces.

"Niall and Liam saw me busking and sorta took me under there wing. They saved me. They're my heros" i smiled genuinely

"Do you like living with the boys" she said cheerier

"I love it, maybe not the messiness but its nice to have people around you who understand you and dont judge you!"

"Aww, well it was nice interviewing you and i think this will make an extreamily great article. Thankyou for coming today Sky" Cammryn stood up and gave me a small hug

"You are an inspiration, stay strong" she whispered as she picked up her things and put them into her bag.

"Thankyou" i smiled and left the room sighing in relief it was over, but now i had come to realise... It feels like a ton of weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I feel happier!

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OMG GUYS I LOST ANOTHER 4LBS!

THAT MEANS IVE LOST 1 STONE AND 7 POUNDS!!! IM SO HAPPY

BUT IM ALSO HUNGRY :(

Love you all

mia xxx