Why Me? (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 69

Hahaha chapter 69 hahahaha sorry thought it was funny :) enjoy xxx

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Chapter 69

Nialls POV

Im really worried, liam sounded so sad on the phone! We knew this day would come but not this fast. I glanced over at sky quickly trying not to lose control of the car. I gave her a weak smile but her face was emotionless, she simply looked at me and looked away. I saw the hurt in her eyes. Her eyes were glazed over and i noticed her hand was shaking slightly on her leg. I took one hand off the wheel and placed it on her small hands, i stroked my thumb over the back of her hand trying to not lose concerntration from driving, she slowly calmed down and she stopped shaking.

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We ran out of the car and straight into the hospice, i sprinted ahead of sky and reached the front desk violently tapping it with all my fingers. The woman in reception knew instantly where we wanted to go and she nodded her head sympathetically,i grabbed skys hand and we ran down the long corridor to her room. We didnt bother knocking, i just opened the door and walked in!

Skys POV

"Its okay shh its fine!" I went to eleanors side and held her hand!

"Thankyou!" She whispered quietly

"Why?" I asked

"For everything! You've made the last....few months of my life....worth living and...." She coughed a little

"I love you so..... much. Thankyou boys for the....the concert! I didnt need that adventure.... The one that i wished for... Because being with you....you...you guys was the best....adventure i could ever ask for!" She smiled and started shutting her eyes.

"No no dont go...dont go!" I screamed as a tear slid down my cheek and liam pulled me into a hug! Niall rested his elbows on the bed and rested his head down. In the corner of my blurry eyes i saw a tear drip onto the sheets, niall was crying!

"I wont....i love you sky" she slightly opened her eyes, i could see her slowly slipping away minute by minute she grew weaker.

"I love you too eleanor" i sobbed and i felt someones hand on my shoulder, i looked up to see a mess of curls and a teary eyes boy. Then i realised all the boys were crying.

"I love you boys too!" She squeeked

Eleanors POv

Its my time! I cant keep holding on forever, i can feel my life being picked away at! My eyes became heavier and i suddenly felt relaxed. I was dying! On the inside i was dead but on the outside i was hanging off a single thread. My eyes were open but my mind was fuzzy. I felt each boy come up to me and give me a kiss on the head.

"I....i can't go-" i was cut off by skys whisper in my ear

"You can let go.... I will never forget you! I love you eleanor, you can go now!" She kissed my head and i slowly felt my world come tumbling down around me. The last thing i heard was

"Shes gone!"

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Skys POV

"No, no, NO, SHE's SHES dead" i sobbed into nialls shirt as he gently stroked my hair, he was sobbing too, i felt his chest jutter.

"Shes gone!" I screamed thumping his chest as i scrunched up the loose material and squeeze tightly until my knuckle turned white.

My knees gave way and i fell to the floor in tears, i curled up into a ball and blocked out the whole world! I was screaming on the inside trying not to believe its true! Shes gone! Its over.

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I cried because some of this is very personal to me and i added it into the book! I hope i didnt upset anyone but some of this relates to myself so please dont hate on me :( my aunty died of bowel cancer and some of the feelings i described came from myself and the way i felt! just for this chapter sky became me and im not ashamed to say i cried as i wrote this xxxx

Mia