Why Me? (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 107

I think they'll be 1 more chapter after this them the sequel :)

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Chapter 107

Nialls POV

I was tapping away on my phone texting Greg! He asked when i'll be able to get down and see them next. They want to meet Sky face to face not just on skype. I dont think im gonna be getting down there for about 5 or 6 months. We are so busy at the moment.

I locked my iphone and my looked at the time. Wheres Sky? Shes been almost 15 minutes.

What could take her so long? Should i be worried? I have to stop being so over protective but what if shes not okay! What if shes being sick again.

I sat up straight, resting my elbows on my knees tapping my feet impatiently on the floor running my fingers through my fluffed hair.

Suddenly an muffeled alarm came from the other end of the bus. Coming from the bathroom, like a phone alarm?!

I stood up and snook past Zayn who had some how fell asleep on the floor. I creeped over to the bathroom placing my hand on the door. I was just about to push it open but then i realised. It was silent. Too silent.

So i stood there. I listened. I waited.

SKYS POV

I jumped out of my skin when my alarm sounded. I shook it off and stood up.

An unfamiliar feeling over came me. A chill rushed over me sending goose bumps catapulting up my arms and a shake through my finger tips. I walked over to the sink and rested both my shaking hands on the counter.

Why am i feeling like this? Ive done this to myself. Ive built it all up. Im just being silly.

I let out a big sigh and took the test in both hands. It was over turned so i couldnt see the results. Damn this is like one of those fucking films where its all dramatic.

I dont think i can even bring myself to turn it over. Why? Why am i being so silly. I already know the results. Its going to be negative.

I took a deep breath and squeezed my eyes tight shut.

I spun it around.

Taking a deep breathe i slowly opened my eyes.....

On the digital screen displayed one blue line. Positive.

I stared at the blue line. My eyes stinged, a tear glazing over my bottom eyelid, slowly seeping out and down my cheek.

"Shit" i whispered under my breath.

This cant be happening. No. No. Im not pregnant. I cant be pregant. No im not pregnant. Im not. I know im not. Its impossible!

I rooted through my pockets. Grabbing my phone. Tears spilling freely out of my sore eyes.

Dialling the first number that came to mind. Ellie

Fumbling with my phone. Typing in the numbers with my shaking hands as tears dropped onto the screen.

My phone slipping through my soken fingertips onto the floor. I dropped to my knees pressing the call button. Sobbing loudly.

This isnt happening.

Its not possible

I am not pregnant

I cant be. I really cant be.

The ringing stopped but my cries continued

"Sky? Sky whats happened. Stop crying" Ellies panicked voice came through the phone, it just made me cry more.

"I cant...do this" i choked out between sobs

"Sky please dont say" she stopped part sentence

"Ellie" i whispered , the tears plumiting down my face

"Sky no"

"IM FUCKING PREGNANT ELLIE" i screamed the words getting caught in my throat.

I threw my phone at the wall ahead of me watching peices of glass shatter onto the floor. I pulled my knees to my chest burying my head low. Choking wildly.

Why me? What have i done to deserve this. Im 16. I cant cope with a baby. I cant ruin another persons life. I cant bring a baby into this world. I cant look after a child if i can bearly look after myself

Niall.

I cant do this to him. I cant put this pressure on him. Hes going to hate me. He cant raise a son.

Im going to be a single mum. No! I cant be like my mother. No im too young. This is not happening. This is a dream. But i cant wake up why wont i wake up?!

I cant do this!

NIALLS POV

I heard fumbling around. Something was happening in there.

I was just about to open the door when the floor shook. Like someone had fell over. I placed my ear onto the door.

My heart stopped beating.

"IM FUCKING PREGNANT ELLIE" i heard a choked voice scream.

Thats when it all made sence. Everything peiced together. I found the last peice to the puzzle. The jigsaw was complete.

The throwing up.... It wasnt food poisioning. It was morning sickness

This is my fault. Ive fucked up. Im an idiot. Shes had to go through all this. And she has to go through more.

Anger bubbled inside of me. I let out a scream of anger, my stupidity. Shes pregnant. And its my fault.

My fists clenched as i had no way of containing everything that was inside of me. I punched the wall ahead of me. My hand going right through it. Blood pouring from my knuckles. Dripping down my arm as i slammed my fists against the weak walls.

I gritted my teeth, screaming as i pushed open the bathroom door to see Sky on the floor. Her Iphone shattered and in peices on the other side of the room.

I fell to my knees, sobbing loudly as i pulled Sky into my lap. Her cries merging into mine, her body tensed as he slapped my chest, her tears dripping onto my tshirt.

"Niall. I cant do this" Skys weak voice cracked under her breath. I bit my bottom lip holding in my shouts of pain as i rested my head on her shoulder. Intaking the honey smell in her hair, her wet cheeks pressing into my neck. Our heavy breathes moulding into each others.

Whats happened! This is my fault. What have we done.

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Never cried so much writing this okay :'(

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