Why Me? (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 108

WELL THIS IS IT GUYS!!

This is the very last chapter of Why Me? *sobs*

But dont be sad because the sequel is coming out TOMORROW!!!

This is very emotional for me to be writing the last chapter but i hope you like it

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Chapter 108

Nialls POV

The one thing that shocked me the most. The one thing that hit me like bus at full speed was the fact it was my fault.

How did i forget the protection. How could i? Its my fault Sky is pregnant.

Shes 16! And im 19! We cant cope with a baby. I cant quit the band. I dont want to start a family yet, do i?

But here i am. Sitting on the bathroom floor with my pregnant girlfriend crying into my shoulder.

I stroked through her soft brunette hair. Rocking her gently, telling her everything is going to be okay. But why cant i believe this myself, i cant help the sicky feeling in my stomach because i know deep down its not okay. We've been foolish! Ive been foolish.

"I cant have a baby. I cant look after...i cant look after a baby. I can...bearly look after myself" she said softly between little sobs.

"Sky its going to okay." I whispered as she sat up and looked at me.

Her eyes lacked there usual gleam. No sparkle of blue, no bright pools of green. Just dull, and blood shot. No life in those eyes. No light behind them. Just the glissening tears that had glazed over her once dazzling orbs of emerald.

"But is not okay Niall. I dont know if i can do this. I do know if you can do this" she said softley. Her voice cracking from the dryness of her throat

"We can do this-" i began

"Im sixteen Niall. SIX-TEEN" she raised her voice leaning forward as she spoke.

"And im Nineteen. But why should age stop us" i continued.

Theres no going back now, its up to sky if she wants to have an abortion. But thats not right. I cant kill my unborn baby.

That kid in there may still be a tiny splodge but that is MY tiny splodge and im its father. My little baby girl or boy is in there and i dont think i could forgive myself if i knew we killed it. We practically murdered our baby.

"Im not ready Niall. What if it turns out like me. I cant be a mother when im fucked up myself. I cant watch my child grow up hating its self. Cutting, purging and starving. What if i had a little girl that didnt want to live in this world just like her mother. Or a little boy that gets bullied because he cant stand up for himself like his mother. What if they arent strong. LIKE ME" Sky shouted holding back more sobs. Screwing up her fists as she dug her nails into her palms.

And they're the words that broke my heart. Sky was scared. She was terrified that her kids would have to go through what she had to. Shes scared she'll let them down.

"And what if they see these. Hmm? What will they think of me Niall. Would they think their mummy couldnt stay strong. Would they think their mummy hated herself that much that she had no choice but to take out her anger on herself. Would they think this is acceptable. WILL THEY THINK ITS OKAY TO DO THIS BECAUSE THEIR MUMMY DID THIS TOO!" She said slapping her hands against my chest as i pulled her close. Her eyes fixtated on the faded scars on her arm.

"What if i cant care for our child. I dont know if i can do this!" She whispered almost silently

A fresh tear ran down my face. Pockets of memories in my head of the times ive seen Sky hurt herself. Memories that layed in the back of my mind. But memories that would never fade.

"Sky listen to me okay" i said

"Listen to me. Just hear me out. You, Sky Johnson, yes you are the strongest girl ive ever met. And i know that because of what you've achieved. Look how far you've come. You did it. You got through it all. The depression, the anorexia, the bulimia, the cutting. Guess what amazing girl conquered through them. That amazing girl is you. And im so proud of you and thats why i know we are gonna get through the next battle. We are gonna be a family Sky. A proper family! We are going to do this together." I said squeezing her hand tightly. Giving her a smile.

"But what about the boys. What about...the fans?" I only just heard her mutter into my chest.

And thats what stumped me. What would the boys say? Would they be happy. Would they be pissed? And the fans. The tabloids. The labels. The hate. The gossip! How are we gonna get round that? I dont even know myself!

"The boys.. They will be exstatic" i kinda lied.

"And what are we going to tell them?" She asked sniffling.

"I dont know Sky. I dont know yet" i said and she sighed.

I pulled her gently so she was sitting on my lap. I glanced at the test from across the room. I reached for it as i held it infront of Sky.

"This is it" i smiled to myself thinking, You know what im going to have a little son or daughter in 9 months.

"Can we do it?" She said unsure.

"We can Sky! And you know what!" I said spinning her round so her legs were either side of my waist. Our faces not far apart.

"What?" She said weakly.

"We are gonna make sexy kids" i chuckled making a smile grow across Skys face. I leant in and pecked her lips as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

" I love you Niall James Horan" she said slowly

" Miss Johnson im always gonna love you more. And you know what. One day im going to make sure ill never have to call you Miss Johnson ever again" i whispered

"Why?" She looked at me.

I laughed at her worried face.

"Becase one day im going to make you a Mrs. Mrs Horan!" I said smiling placing a little kiss on her forehead.

Mrs Horan. Sky Horan. It already sounds great. Like it was meant to be.

One day im going to be standing with my beautiful wife, and my baby in her arms and say 'i've had a great life' because im with the woman that makes me happy. The woman that makes me smile every damn day of my life! We've gone through the thick and the thin. The bad times and the good but now i finally know that everything is going to be PERFECT!

Everything is perfect.

The End

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