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Chapter 37
Liams PoV
I stood outside skys door as i heard the arguement unfold, she was clearly blind drunk but some off her words sound like she has gone through pain like that in the past she drunkenly slurs about how men only want her for sex and lust. Shes had a tough past and what she is saying might be what shes feeling inside. I heard niall smash the glass against the wall making me jump out of my skin, it went quiet and i walked in
"Niall" i whispered and crouched next to him, he was lying on the floor curled up in a small ball, sky had passed out on the bed and niall was sleeping
"What" he grunted but sat up resting his back against the wall
"Did she-" i couldnt finish my sentence before niall interupted
"She said it was over" his face was emotionless like he was in a trance, his eyes were concerntrating at the space infront of us, he didnt even blink
"Bro, let her cool off, shes drunk and angry and upset" i put my hand on nialls shoulder
"But-" he began
"We've all seen the way you look at each other, you are two love sick puppys who need each other, she probably wont even remember tonight, she loves you Ni" i smiled but nialls face was still emotionless
"Really?" He questioned and looked at me
"When she was telling you all that stuff about well, men only wanting her for sex and lust i think she was describing her past, i think she was confessing everything that has happened!" Nialls eyes filled with tears again, he rested his head on my shoulder niall fell straight to sleep after i heard gentle snores coming from him. I removed his head from my shoulder and placed it on a pillow, i grabbed a blanket and went to my own room.
*next morning*
Skys POV
'Eurrghh wtf happened last night' i said to myself quietly looking over at 4 empty wine bottles on my floor and a sleeping niall wrapped in blankets
"Niall, niall" i tapped him, all i can remember was being told about a sister whos dying of cancer and getting drunk
"Sky" he jolted up
"Do you remember last night" he fired at me scratching his head awkwardly
"Ermm no not really" i said
"Well we had an arguement, you got drunk and i came to see if you were okay and still wanted to go on the date but you said that you've finished with men all they want is sex and lust and-" he paused and i felt a lump form in my throat, did i really just open up my heart to niall my whole past revolves around that and it took me 2 seconds to tell him everything im such a fuck up, *mental face palm*
"You ended it with me" he finished as tears brimmed in his eyes
"What" i screamed, this couldnt of happened, i love niall, ohmy gosh i really need to stop drinking
"Niall, i...i...i love you, i didnt know what i was saying, i was drunk, im sorry, forgive me" i sobbed into my hands
Nialls pov
"Sky, i love you too but can you just sit for a minute" i patted the space next to me and she sat next to me, i slouched my arm over her shoulder and she rested her head on my chest
"What do you mean" i asked her
"Huh" she looked up, i could get lost in her eyes they told a story, you could see the sadness yet relief in her eyes, they were so pretty and they suited her so well
"Well last night you said all men use you for sex and lust?" I questioned again
"Ermm...i...well" she struggled for words
Skys POV
*flashback*
"C'mon babey, your a big girl now" he chucked me on the bed pinning me down and tried to unzip my dress, we were at a house party in one of the rooms upstairs, james my boyfriend was so drunk, we grabbed my wrists so hard they went white, he led me into a room and pinned me on the bed
"But i dont want too" i squirmed trying to get out of his grasp
"Tell me you love me" he grinned evily and pulled out a packet from his pocket!
"No,no i dont want to do this" i cried, i was only 14, i wasnt ready to lose my virginity to my drunken boyfriend
"But babe if you love me you'd let me fuck you" he spat pushing more weight onto me
"What if i dont love you" i said regrettingly under my breath
"Say that again bitch" he undid the packet
"I said what if i dont love you" i screamed and i felt a sharo sting across my cheek
"Owww" i cried
"You deserved it" he sniggered and released the pressure on my wrists
"Its over" i sat up
"I was cheating on you anyway, im only using you for you sex and lust, i have 5 other girls at the moment and with one phone call away i could be banging them in 10 minutes, its your loss bitch you always were an ugly fat nerd anyway" he kicked me in the stomach and walked out the room, i felt like ive had my heart ripped out of my body, i fell to my knees, that was my first heart break but not the worst
*end flash back*
I snapped out my trance and as soon as i locke eyes with niall i burst into floods of tears
"What happened" he stroked my hair as i told him the whole story, it pained me to think and even talk about it again but i feel like i can trust niall hes diffrent to the other boys, hes special
"Sky im so sorry" he embraced me in a tight warm hug
"Dont apologise" i smiled weakly
"You know id never do that to you" he put both hands on either of my shoulders as he stared sown at me
"I know" i said and he flashed a smile showing his perfect teeth
"I love you sky, your the best thing that ever came into my life" he whispered and kissed my forehead
"I love you too niall" i whispered as our foreheads touched
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