Why Me? (Niall Horan Fanfic)

Chapter 70

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Chapter 70

Nialls POv

I sat in the chair by eleanors bed as i watched liam bend down and cradle sky in his arms. For some reason eleanor didnt look dead, she looked like she was sleeping, i wiped the semi- dry tear stains on my cheeks as i witnessed eleanors body being took from the bed she lay in! No one had spoken since her death, its been 2 hours and sky hasnt moved from the spot she is still lying in.

Skys POv

I shut my eyes tightly, trying to forget, trying not to let her last few minutes replay in my mind. I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around my body and slightly lift me onto their lap. I cried, i cried more and more and i didnt stop! Memories of the past month couldnt stop replaying in my mind, like an addiction!

"Its okay baby, she's no longer in pain, shes at peace." I heard liams soothing voice whiper into my hair. I opened my sore eyes slowly and looked up into liams eyes.

I couldnt stop myself, it was happening again, it was coming back again. I looked down to see i had been scratching away at the skin on my wrists. I released the pressure and a drop of blood oozed out. I quickly tried to hide it but my reaction was too quick and liam turned his attention towards my arm. He one by one removed the fingers covering the slightly bleeding scratches.

He let out a loud gasp drawing the attention from the other boys. I noticed they all looked over to me and straight away noticed my arm.

I squeezed my eyes shut hoping it was a dream. I wished everything was a dream, my sister dying! I didnt want to see nialls face when he saw my arm, im such a fuck up! I have a life! I just witnessed my sisters life being taken away and i still hurt myself. I fuck everything up! She deserves to live, not me!

"Sky, sky its okay!" I heard the beautiful irish accent come closer to me. Once again i opened my eyes and slowly sat up placing my hand over my wrist again.

"But shes gone niall, shes really gone!" I cried into his shoulder as he pulls me into a hug.

*1 week later!*

"Are you ready sky?" Niall shouted from the bottom of the stairs. I gave myself the last once over and let out a long loud sigh. Today was eleanors funeral. Its been a week since she died, its not been the same. Its been....awkward. The boys- they try to make conversation but its not the same, sometimes i simply cant deal with it and i take what i say 'an early night' . But it still keeps replaying in my mind. The last few minutes of her life, it keeps replaying, ive lost sleep over it. My mind wont switch off the subject no matter how distracted i try to make myself it just comes back in a stronger flashback. Everynight niall comes into my room, i pretend to be asleep. I listen to the conversations he has with me even though he thinks im asleep and i cant hear him!

*3 nights ago!*

'i really love you sky!' He whispers and wraps his arms around my protectively

'You're amazing! You were the best thing that walked into my life' he nuzzled his face into my hair and this warm breath tickled my neck

'You're so beautiful and you don't believe me'

'Goodnight sky' he pulls me in tighter and i breathe in his familiar armanie cologne.

*flash back ends*

I wiped away a little tear i didnt realise was sliding down my cheek and i took a deep breathe. I grabbed the speech i made a few days ago and stuffed it into my purse and straightened my dress. It was the traditional black dress with a lace top and flowy bottom, it had a small white built in belt around the middle. It came to the knee and it was very simple. My hair was in a bun and 2 loose curls fell out at the front. I re-applied a layer of lip gloss and made my way down stairs to find 5 handsome boys sitting on the sofa, they were dressed in black tuxedos. They all gave me a nice smile and jumped up of the sofa. I hugged each one of them and saved niall till last.

"You look lovely sweetheart!" Harry hugged me!

"Thankyou, you look nice too!"

"Arent you a little stunner hmm?" Louis hugged me but i swatted him away and rolled my eyes

"Tuck your shirt in mr tomlinson!" I smiled

"My little sky is growing up" liam pinched my cheeks and kissed it like he was my brother.

"Im only 3 years younger" i whined

"Nice dress!" Zayn said simply and i gave him a tight hug.

I finally moved onto niall and pecked him on the lips as i sorted out his tie

"You look like an old married couple!" Louis cooed

"Shut up scruff bag!" I laughed! Maybe things were going back to normal afterall.

"You look gorgeous sky!" He smiled as i got lost in his perfect ocean blue eyes.

"Thankyou niall!" I got onto my tiptoes and placed my forehead on his, our noses touched slightly and we both giggled.

"Time to go!" Liam said looking at his watch.

We got into the elevator and stood in a awkward silence.

The doors opened and niall placed his hand protectively around my waist. He walked outside of the hotel to be yet again swarmed by paps

'How are you coping sky?'

'Is it true you're pregnant?'

'Where will eleanors funeral take place?'

"Ignore them sky" zayn said to me as we hopped into a large black van parked at the end of the barriers.

I felt my phone vibrate telling me i have a text. I reached into my purse and opened up the message.

FROM: BRADFORD BAD BOI

I'm sorry xx

TO: BRADFORD BAD BOI

Why??xx

FROM: BRADFORD BAD BOI

Our fans go to great lenghs to find things out! If they turn up at the funeral im sorry :( xx

TO: BRADFORD BAD BOI

It's ok xx

Now im worried......

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One of the worst chapters ive wrote! My mind went blank sorry!

Keep reading xxxx

Love always mia :)