Jaye.
It was 9 inna morning and i was too turnt to see Nikk today. The doctor called and said that today she could be checked out around 3pm this afternoon once ther prescribed her the meds she needed to heal and made sure she could breath by herself. I called up Angel screammin and shit. She told me to shut the fuck and she was on her way. It was early but Angel said she wanted to take me out because she wasn't fooled by the smiling and shit she lnew i was stressed and some shit was going on. I didn't respond i just laughed it off and agreed to go.
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"So jaye.. how you been" we were laughing and clowning but i guess i couldn't pull shit passed Angel.
"I been fine"
" you lian to me? "
" i will be fine."
" ill except that"
" I don't know A. Its just alot going on. And i cant help but think this is some how all my fault ya know. That night she blew my phone up. Calls and messages and i didnt answer. WHILE SHE WAS GETTING SHOT... MY ASS WAS AT HOME SLEEP, CRYING ABOUT LITTLE PETTY ASS SHIT!"
Angel.
I could tell Jaye was taken this shit to hard. She was so angry. Ikno it wasnt just because of nikk. I knew it was more to the story. Something was wrong with my girl, i could see that in her eyes they been red asf for the longest. This aint her and i knew it. Mfs was looking as she got louder but i didn't say shit cause i been waiting for her to release some of this hurt. She needed this and i could tell. I scooted my chair to her and hug her...
"IM JUST SOO ANGRY MAN... I SWEAR WONT NOBODY UNDERSTAND ANGEL. NOBODY!!! MFS OUT HERE LIVING THIS LITTLE BOUGIE ASS LIFE BUT THEY WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT MFS LIKE US GO THROUGH. WE WORK FOR OUR SHIT !!"
"Iknow jaye... iknow. You dont deserve anything that has happened to you and im sorry i wasnt here before. But im here now." I aint gone lie she was strong asf cause through it all ..not one tear fell from her eyes. She looked so coldhearted like what ever happened in her past was infront of her.
I took her to the bathroom to straight her self out and to get her emotions together. We paid. Then went to a jewlry store. Jaye said she had ordered something to be made for nikk. She talking bout some dont think to much pssssh i know she falling for that girl. Jaye ordered a silver watch. It was different tho. On the back it opened and there was something carved in the inside. ' Waiting is a sign of true love and patience .. anyone can say i love you,, but not many can wait around and prove its true' That shit touched a niggas heart foreal... i made a fake tear.
"Angel shut chooooo lul emotional ass up" we started laughing... we started heading towards the hospital..
Moments later..
Jaye's POV..
We arrived at the hospital and headed to Nikk's room. I was looking forward to this all morning. I gave Angel the bag to hold cause i didnt wanna show her till we got in the car. When we got nikk's room she was wide awake she was getting up to be put into a wheel chair by some female. "Nikk-" i stopped myself as i realize this was Keisha.. one of nikk's hoes.
" and who are you?"she asked me.
"IM HERE TO GET NIKK" i been here day and night and she think she finna come up here for one day and act like she really gave a fuck.
"Nahh, im sorry your mistaking,, nikk called me up here to come get her." I looked at nikk who was now looking at me.
"You cant be serious?"
"Wtf you mean Jaye? You wasnt there for shit. You wasn't even returning my calls now all of a sudden you wanna come up here cause you feel bad for me?? Shit dont work like that..u said we couldn't be together.. maybe your right." Angel jumped in
"Bro now i love yo ass! But you cant be fucking serious! Day in and day out this girl was here! LAYIN BY YO DIEING ASS SIDE. She wouldn't leave until she realized you moved and you would be okay... the doctor called for her to come get you...not this little BITCH.-" the girl interrupt "ughh excuse me"
"Shut the fuck up hoe i wasn't talking to you! Nikk you fuckin trippen mann foreal. Look around maan... all them hoes that swear the got you... saying the love you.. letting you hear everything you wanna hear... Doing everything you want them to do... WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY BRUHH... Do you realize yo ass was dieing.. all that money... them "drops" dont mean shit when you gone mann its time you get yo fucking life together before you loose mfs who gone ride for you!." A doctor came in.. "excuse me im gonna have to have to ask the commotion to end or someone has to leave."
"Im gone" angel said. I just looked at nikk and dropped the bag with watch inside on her bed and left. I give up on everything. All of it. IM DONE. Nikk aint gotta ever worry about me no more and thats real shit. I dont want it. I dont want any of it.
Todays kinda been a okay day... so ive been able to update twice now... I bet yall probably wondering if Jaye and Nik will ever get together. Shit crazy but comment. Vote and tune in on the next chapter. -Jaye Mariell-
