Fuck love, what's that?
You fuckin' round, then coming back
No time for games, I've got a plane to catch
I don't want the ring if it ain't meant
Tryina make this love thing work
Next minute I'd be thinking you've got a curve
This nigga got nerve, tryina play me for a bird
I don't want this shit, you can keep that purse
You can keep that whip, you can have that bitch
'Fuck Love-Trina'
Nikk.
It's been 2weeks. 2fucking weeks and at the point i really dont give a fuck about shorty anymore. MAYBE she was like the others im not gone sit around and just wait. It's whatever. Im just gone continue doing me. I walk to hallway B with my bro trey. Yeah i told him about Jaye. He didn't say much he just listened to me and said my answer was in my words.. I never understood wtf he was saying but what I learned is this boy goofy asf so whenever he says something serious it means something whether you understand it now or later. We went our seperate ways when he met his girl so i walked to my locker. I got my shit and there she was.
Lasia.
"Hey nik"
"Wessuh"
"You know wessuh-" she licked her lips. That shit was a turn off. Smh iknew she was a hoe. But i dealt with this shit. This was my life.She continued."These few weeks you've been acting funny"
I just went with it "Nahh Babygirl just been busy"
She rolled her eyes..."Don't fuckin lie to me i seen you look at her. You been acting fufu asl. You know i wanted you... you know what we had... stop fuckin playin with me " She came closer... i was leaned on the locker already.
"Wtf are you talking about!? "
" i can show you better then i can tell you" she looked to my left.. smiled and kissed me hard asf. I didn't feel a damn thing. But hate..lust. I aint know much about love but ikno this wasn't it. I pushed her back and there was Jaye. To my left."BABY!? " I know this looked bad. she looked at me with disgust and walk away. I saw her eyes tear up. It's one thing seeing her hurt but the fact i was the reason... that shit wasn't coo. I could literally kill this hoe right now! "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU HOE!? "
"Whatchu mean baby you know you want me" She tried to rub my body. I removed her hands. "Get the fuck out my face bruhh" i started walking to find Jaye.
"SO YOU REALLY GONE REJECT ME AND TAKE UP FOR THIS BITCH!" She screammed down the hall. I dont know where the energy came from but i was hot asf and i was about to beat this hoe straight up.. Angel came in between me and the hoe.
"Nahh bro she aint even worth it. You dont need to do this." She looked at me with a lul ass smirk. The hoe just had to respond. "Yeah,, you betta listen to ole girl she trynna save you ass"
"Allow me. " Next thing ikno angel punch the shit out that girl. She ass was on the ground lookin dumb asf. We just walked away. It was time to go home anyways...
Jaye.
I go to bite my pride down and too say how sorry i was. I was trynna change. Its been 2weeks. I thought and thought on whether this was worth it or not. I looked the old text she sent me when i woke up and all the emotions and feelings kept returnin. But like i said before IT AINT SHIT. She was kissin that lil hoe smh. She don't and never will give a fuck about me. Lasia knew ...she knew i was falling for nik. nahh ian trust the hoe but damn that was low asf. FUCK IT.Im gone from it.
I went home and put my phone on airplane mode. I took a shower. I swear they just wash all your problems away ..smh until its time to get out.I didn't even eat and naahhh im not fat. But that still was alot for me. I went to sleep. My heart felt like it was burning... being stabbed or something close. I hated this feeling. But i don't blaim nobody but myself i should've never trusted her....
Will jaye and nikk actually get together? What would you do? Was Angel wrong for hitting lasia? Tell me what yall think.. comment. Vote. Follow me. This is my second update today so yeess iknow its short but there will be more. Again check out my Girlfriends❤ books (@NickiMcdaniels). -JayeMariell-.
