We share something so common
Still so rare, and I'm in awe
Never been here before
So high, we're still climbing
Even here inside these walls
Breaking each other's hearts
And we don't care cause we're so
In too deep, can't think about giving it up
But I never knew love would feel like a heart attack
It's killing me, swear I never cried so much
Cause I never knew love would hurt this fuckin' bad
The worst pain that I ever had
'Heart Attack -Trey Songz -
Jaye.
Everything with me and nik has been the best. This weekend we actually make 5months surprisingly. No hoes. No mess. No problems. Just us. And tho thats good,, its not. When its too quite. When everythings all good. Theres always a reason why. I learned that at a young age. Ill know thats a bad way to think but eh. Imma enjoy this while it last. I do love her ass and i would do anything not to lose her and thats one hunnit. I been through hell and back just for her when she wasn't mine.she called.
"Hello? "
"Ugh thats it.. you betta have some damn excitement in yo voice or some for yo girlfriend !" I lowkey smiled.
I started laughing "Nik you sum else!".
"Yeah ikno ikno "
"Shhh you swear you know everything"
"I do." She laughed.
" you dont." She always startin this
"I do"
"Okay. Whatever"
She begin laughin again "okay?"
"Alright! "
"Alright?"
"Nik!"
"Jaye?"
I was irritated but i couldn't help but laugh.
"I fucking hate chu dude."..
"Anywwwways. Saturday. Our anniversary! Me && you? Catch a bite? A movie maybe?. Ill pay"
"Negative! "
"Positive! Why tf you dont wanna go with me? "
She sooo slow dude. "Nooo punk. I mean you aint paying for shit for me!"
"Awwwh i was finna say... girl stfu imma pay"
"Nik no frfr ion like that shit.. let me pay!"
" Bae YOU SLEEEP thats dead fuck i look like.. im payin so stfu and stop complainin.. i aint never in my life..she start mumbling.. Jaye i swear you somethin else."
"I mumbled. You aint payin for shit"
"WHAT YOU SAY?! "
"Nuuun babes damn,, i said i love you!"
"Mmhmm i love you too.. keep playin"
"Yeah yeah yeah,,so its a date? "
"Yeass punk"she was mad. I was rollin.
"Iight well text me the information lul baby"
"Iight."
While texting nik some unknown number had text me... it seemed so familiar tho.
281-573-4978: You thought you could get away from me huh? Thought you could escape yo past. Im back and this time aint no escaping me.
My heart began to beat fast asl. This couldnt be who i thought it was. Outta all things in my life this was something i could never escape. He just wouldn't leave me alone. He wasnt my ex... . He was the biggest drug dealer on the block in Houston. Ma and i was struggling and he offered to give me cash. I was so naieve i didnt think nothing of it. Untili fingured out anything he wanted he made sure he got it, but me i rejected him and he didn't like it...He became jealous and the jealousy turned into aggression. People tried to run me and ma off the rode. There was messages after messages being sent to our phones. We had to leave. I was hoping we could start off fresh. I was actually starting to feel safe. He's too dangerous. I shouldve known there was no escaping Wade...
Small world huh??
I hope yall enjoy this chapter it was sorta a rush. Just trynna stay active. Comment. Vote. For another update. Thx. Jaye Mariell.
