Born to Kill

Nine (Part 1)

Collins

"People cry, not because they're weak," she pauses. "But because they've been strong for too long." I can't help roll my eyes. She catches me and glares at me from where she's standing. I only hold my hands up mock surrender.

It's a full moon tonight. Comes the soothing voice of my wolf, Alecia. She's been with me for three years coming up. And she's only made my heat worse.

I'm aware. I nod, still staring at Ellie teach the little group of small children.

My senses are through the charts. My hearing improved. My eyes. My taste and smell even my touch. Of course I still go through heat. Alecia is pulling towards his pack, she's never officially met him, but she knew he had been there. With her, my own desire to see him has grown.

But I took a break. I mean a break! Like a human couple break. Like Ross and Rachel - "WE WERE ON A BREAK!" - break. It's kills me. At the time I didn't like him. I mean, I had been using wolfsbane as a drug to hide my power but everyone now knows only an 18 year old girl was killing people so I stopped. My wolf senses came to the surface and I've been craving him. But why would he want to see me? He acted almost calm about the whole thing it was his wolf who freaked. Besides, I don't need a male Alpha up in my business. I've run my pack perfectly fine and from what I hear, his pack is strong too. Of course, I mean I've grown my pack to the size of Montana, through recruiting might I add, and he's only living in one pack house. So ha. Ha.

But I'm always thinking about him. Especially during heat. I mean it's thanks to him I have the damn thing. And he's the only one who can relieve it. I was stupid to let him go. I mean if not to keep him forever just to stop the heat. But he's never made any attempt to contact me ever. We haven't spoken in 5 years. Our pack treaty is the only way were connected anymore. Except the mate bond I guess.

I focus back on Ellie, who stopped hunting and became a teacher at the school. I visit since it's my packs werewolf school. A private school only weres allowed.

"Alpha." I turn away from the class to the hall where my title was called. A receptionist stands there. She only needs to raise her eyebrows and I understand. I smile at her and walk the direction she came. Right out the front doors.

Can we get a break? Alecia asks.

Hey, I've been doing this way longer so no complaining my friend.

Fine. She pouts. I roll my eyes. Continuing to walk down the side walk and to the play ground.

I instantly spot him. He's hanging upside down on the monkey bars. I roll my eyes and cross my arms walking over to him. He's laughing till he sees me and stops. I stand in front of him. My face level with his upside down one. I raise an eyebrow.

"Are you three?" I ask. He pouts.

"I'm just watching Tommy." He whines. But the kid hanging next to him is most certainly not my nephew. I look around to see Tommy twiddling his thumbs on a bench far away. I walk over to him. He sees me and raises his arms, wanting me to pick him up. I do so and carry him to Noah. Noah has a guilty look on his upside down face. I raise my eyebrow, yet again.

"This Tommy?" I ask. Tommy only giggles. Noah looks down. Or, I guess up. Down? Dup? "He's the alphas nephew. The same Alpha who's killed quite a few people so you better be watching him."

"He's not my kid!" He yells. I raise both my eyebrows at that. "Okay...so he is my kid but still! Besides he's not actually your nephew-" I cut him off by grabbing his shirt and pulling him down. Tommy giggles. I pull Noah up so he's only on his knees. I can't imagine I look intimidating with a three year only giggling on my hip.