Instant Love VI: Forever An Alsina {Hexalogy: August Alsina Story}

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[Verse 1:]
I'm looking right at you, but you're not there
I'm seeing right past you, but you seem well aware
You body is here but your mind is somewhere else
So far gone and you think I can't tell
Can't tell that you are disconnected
You pulled away and I miss your presence
I always said to you

[Chorus:]
Baby you should be here, right here
Baby you should be here, right here
Don't know where you went but you're lost now
Don't know where you went but you're gone now
Don't know where you went but you're lost now
Don't know where you went but you're gone now

[Verse 2:]
Head on your chest babe, but your heart is so quiet
We use to talk all night long, now we laying in silence
Your arms around me but your soul is somewhere else
Gone so long and I know you so well
I know that you are everything that I ever dreamed of
And hoped that love had a happy ending

[Chorus:]
Baby you should be here, right here
Baby you should be here, right here
Don't know where you went but you're lost now
Don't know where you went but you're gone now
Don't know where you went but you're lost now
Don't know where you went but you're gone now

You should be here, right here yeah

*7 months later - April*

Mariah POV:

These last seven months...our relationship has slowly been goin' downhill. Well...afta our anniversary it started goin' downhill. And I honestly don't know why. I've tried er'thang possible. Afta our conversation we had, I completely blocked Chris outta my life. And Wendy had tha nerve ta ask me ta come on ha show. Afta what she did Ion think so. I was serious when I said I wasn't goin' back. But I juss got home and I wanna know wassup wit him. Tha kids are gone so perfect opportunity. When I walked in....I heard laughin'. From a female. Tha fuck? I walk in tha livin' room, Cyn is hea'...

Me: "Ummmm..."

Cyn: "Hey MeMe"

I juss looked at ha. I have ta think befoe I speak

Me: "Hi..."

Cyn: "Umm. So I'll see you soon?"

August: "Yea"

She walked out and when I heard tha doe, I slowly turned my head and looked at him. I tol' myself ta come back ta my sanity. But I did tha opposite

Me: "What tha fuck is yo problem?"

August: "Ion have one"

Me: "Clearly you do. You been actin' weird as fuck. It's like you're hea'. But chu not really hea'. And ta make shit worse, on yo part, you got Cyn in hea'...havin' tha time of yo fuckin' life. I'm tryin' so hard not ta explode. Cuz you are slowly pissin' me tha fuck off. Don't think Ion know bout chu bein' wit ha when you say you got some shit ta do"

He juss looked at me

Me: "Yea my nigga. I know. I ain't stupid. Do I needa refresh you on my past relationships? And ta be honest bruh...I kinda don't care no moe. But it kinda explains why you been actin' tha way you been actin' these last seven months. You haven't touched me, you barely look at me, you don't say shit ta me unless it's needed. I be on tha verge of bustin' yo shit. But I don't. Why? Cuz I come back ta my sanity. You have a wife at home dat chu "love so much", and you sittin' hea' laughin' wit Cyn. Shit ain't dat damn funny. Who...you have no relationship wit by tha way"

August: "You don't know dat"

I juss stare at him

Me: "You almost lost yo life" I said chucklin' outta anger and pointin' at him