Instant Love VI: Forever An Alsina {Hexalogy: August Alsina Story}

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*5 months later - February*

August POV:

I ain't heard from MeMe in five months. Like...period. And ta be real...I'm scared. She's still my wife. But even if she wasn't...I would still worry. She doesn't wanna divorce cuz she don't wanna go through dat. I called ha phone. It says it's disconnected. She left no trail. At all. Our problems are private. Nobody knows what's goin' on at all. When I get ta my mama house, I juss walk right in. I smell food so I go in tha kitchen and she seen me

Sheila: "Hey Aug"

Me: "Hey ma"

I gave ha a hug and kiss ha forehead

Sheila: "What's wrong wit chu?"

Me: "Have you seen or talked ta MeMe?"

Sheila: "No..."

Thrn she looked at me

Sheila: "What chu do?"

Me: "Why you assume it's me?"

Sheila: "Cuz you always doin' sum'n'"

Me: "Sorry ta disappoint chu, ma. But I do nun"

Sheila: "You gettin' smart wit me, boy?"

Me: "No" I said laughin'

Sheila: "Betta not be. I knock you back into yo teenage years"

I juss laugh and shake my head. My mama crazy frfr

Me: "Ma dis is serious"

Sheila: "When's tha last time you talked ta ha?"

Me: "Five months ago when she was at tha studio"

Sheila: "What did she say befoe she left?"

Me: "Basically she said dat she was done"

Sheila: "Done? What she mean?"

I juss shrug. Then I got up

Me: "Aye I gotta go"

I basically ran out. I got in my and sped off. Dis Atlanta traffic...ain't needed right na fa'real. When I finally get ta ha house, I turn tha knob. But tha doe locked. Ha cars are hea'. I bang on tha doe. No answer. I went ta tha back and banged on dat doe. No answer. I go back ta car and look around

Me: "I know she go some hair pins in hea'"

And boom. I find two. I go back and pick tha lock and go in

Me: "Mariah!"

I jog upstairs and go in ha room. She not in hea'. I juss sit on tha bed. I can't call ha. She's no where ta found. Why tha fuck did she leave?! I'm startin' ta think she needs therapy. Cuz she's not in ha right mind. Maybe she juss completely broke down. I think she's keeping sum'n' from me. Whateva it is...Imma find out. Cuz dis Mariah. Ain't tha Mariah I know....

Chris POV:

I haven't heard from MeMe. At all. Tha last time I heard from ha...it was in September. She called and said she needed some time and space. So I gave her that. I just didn't know...five months was gonna pass. Ion know if she's okay or not. As a friend...I care. I'm worried. This ain't her I know that much. She neva disappeared until Quees died. Since then...I seen a lil change. But she said she coped with it. It has to be something. And when I find out she's back. Imma find out wassup...

Mariah POV:

I know what y'all thinkin'. Dis bitch juss up and left without sayin' shit. What tha fuck is ha problem? Imma go back eventually. I changed my numba cuz I ain't want...nobody callin' me. I came ta California. I shoulda went somewhere else but I came hea' fa a reason. I came ta see Lisa and my niece. I haven't seen'em since tha funeral. Its been ova a year. Afta I left, I went ta a flower store, got some flowers and went ta his grave. I sat down and looked at it

Me: "I miss you a lot. I wish you were hea' wit me. You would make me happy. I know its been a long time. I juss na got tha guts ta come back. Its been awhile since I talked ta you. And I needa tell you sum'n'. Bruh. I been fuckin' up. Big time frfr. Goin' back and forth...really ain't what it is. Aug cheated fa seven months. I'm done wit him. I was serious about Chris fa a full five months. But I wanna be done wit dat, too. I think it was tha care he showed. Tha sensitivity. I really shouldn't have messed wit him in tha first place. But I took...all tha blame juss ta save sum'n'...dat went down tha drain! So...I was pissed about dat. I know what chu thinkin'. Why didn't chu stop any of if? Right na you would be goin' off on me. Well...Ishoulda stopped. I knew it was all wrong but I did it anyways. I guess I knew it was outta spite but I ain't care. I wanted him ta feel dat pain. I wanted him ta hurt as much as me. And I think he felt it he juss neva said anythang. I think he really felt it when I said I didn't love him"

Then I felt a sharp pain in my arm. But I kinda guessed where it was comin' from

Me: "Damn okay. I get it. I fucked up..."

Then tha pain stopped. Everytime I did sum'n' stupid. He would pinch my arm lol. He got hit everytime he did it...

Me: "I fucked up big time. He fucked up. Like...major. Ion think I can get ova dat. If you were hea'...I would...not be in dis mess at all cuz you would put me in check real quick. But...I put myself in dis situation. Imma take myself out of it. I'm tha only one dat can. Nobody made me do it. I can only blame myself. And maybe...a lil August. But it's mostly all me. Sum'n' will give me hint eventually..."

I stood up and put tha flowers down and kissed tha stone

Me: "Love you, Quees"

When I got in tha car, I turned on tha radio

Radio: "If you have a problem fix it. Couples don't talk. They argue. But what does that help? Nothing. Talk it out. That way you can hear each others point of views. No interruptions. No yelling. Just talking. Even if it takes hours. At least you will know how your spouse feels about the situation. It's a 50/50 relationship. You both gotta give and meet half way. Get to the root of the issue. Once you do, get rid of it and work on your relationship. But you gotta be happy with yourself before you can be happy with anyone else"

I turned off tha radio...

Me: "You juss gave me dat lil hint. *sighs* And you're right. Aboslutely right..."

Imma get ta know myself first. I needa do dat cuz I feel like I lost myself. Well...my mind anyways. Imma talk ta Aug and Chris fa e ta face. At different times. Whoeva I see first. Ta be honest wit chu...Ion even like myself right na. Dat needs ta change. Not juss fa me. But mostly fa tha kids..."
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Update!

Hope it was good

I seen Straight Outta Compton. It was so funny and I even cried. Best movie I ever seen by far...

I hope I answered all your questions. And to everybody wondering about a sequel. Ion know if Imma do one. And if you ask for a sneak peak...I won't send it lmao. Somebody asked for one. If I send it to you. Then I would have to show everybody. And I ain't wanna be unfair. I wasn't gonna send one anyways lol. But chu get tha point right lol

MeMe in Cali

August spazzed...

Chris curious, too

Aye. Have y'all heard Trey Songz song Inside pt2. OMG. I love it. Ion know if it's a old or new song. It's new to me lmao. Did he fuck a girl just to have the sound of him fuckin' a broad?! Kmsl. Like...it's tha actual sound! I can actually hear they bodies like...slappin skin ksml. Tha kiss. And I guess tha sheets, too. It's so weird lol

But anyways!

Prolly some errors. Oops

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