Instant Love VI: Forever An Alsina {Hexalogy: August Alsina Story}

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{A/N: Do y'all wanna know what Antwon look like? I wanna put tha pic but then again I don't lol. I say that cuz he's a mixture of Chris Brown and August. But I follow him on Instagram. I was like daaaamn! Lol. But for the ones that don't know what he look like, his Instagram name is alsina.twin. And Chanel is from the 3rd book. She is Aug's ex. But she was also in the 5th book. She is tha one that gave Aug the room card and the one y'all thought he fucked but he was actually pissed about Popeyes lmao. I hope that refreshes your memory. But enjoy tha chapter}

August POV:

I'm pissed off at myself. I really am. I can't believe I juss snapped like dat. Na she's scared of me. Ion want ha ta be scared cuz it's neva gonna happen again. Dat was truly an accident. And why would Chanel keep him a secret? Y'all prolly wonderin' a lot. Well long story short, one night me and MeMe got into an argument cuz she started chillin' wit dat nigga Jamarcus again. So tha argument escalated and I left. I still had Chanel number in my phone so I hit ha up. She tol' me I could "drop by" so I did. And outta anger, I fucked ha without a condom. And dat was dumb as fuck. I thought I pulled out and by tha looks of it...I didn't. But I could be wrong. Anyway. Tha next mornin', I felt horrible. Like...I cheated on my wife. Wit my ex! So I had no choice but ta tell ha what I did. She was pissed off ta tha max. And I will neva fa'get dat day cuz she destroyed a lot of shit. And dat exact same day, we fucked without a condom. But I didn't tell ha I fucked Chanel without a condom. Until last night when I tol' ha. All I tol' ha was dat I cheated. And it was a long time befoe she even talked ta me. But she fa'gave me. And I ain't gon' lie. I cheated a lot ova tha years and she fa'gave me. Except dat one time cuz Draya fucked me up. But Aug was four...five when dat happened. I needa talk ta ha cuz I could be tha wrong nigga! And there could be a look alike of me. Ion know! Some people juss grow up ta look like people...dey don't even know or have dey DNA fa dat matta. I prolly sound crazy and none of dat prolly don't make any sense but I'm doubtin' dis kid a zillion percent. I juss don't want shit ta get fucked up. We were happy until yestaday wit a damn surprise pop up! But na dat I think about it...she did go wit dis nigga dat favored me a lil bit wit tha jawline and shit. But it was way moe out there. Cuz it look like tha nigga would chew juss ta build muscle lol. Cuz me and dat kid don't have tha same jawline. If we did, it'll be juss like MeMe and I kids. Do you see what I'm doin' hea'? I hope so. So I hope he ain't my son and dat he juss grew up ta look like me. I juss got dressed cuz I got sum'n' ta do. While I was sittin' on tha bed scrollin' on my phone, tha doe opened and it was MeMe. She closed tha doe, looked at tha floor, put ha bag on tha floor, and took off ha shades. And guilt juss hit me hard...

Me: "Babe I'm really truly sorry..."

Mariah: "You know my past, August. *sniffles* And you do dis. Sum'n' you swore you wouldn't do. It was always in tha back of my head. And na I know why. And maybe I shouldn't have pushed you. But I woulda been betta off wit chu...shakin' me juss ta bring me back ta my senses. But instead you took me back ta when I was wit Quan"

I put my phone on tha bed and got up. She backed away and tensed up. I put my hand on ha waist and she tensed up even moe. Ion like dis. At all...

Me: "You're right. I do know your past. I...Ion know what I was thinkin' when I did dat. I regret it. I feel horrible. Beybe neva again will dat happen. I swea' on er'thang. Mariah I neva want chu ta be scared of me" I said wiping ha cheek "I neva wanna hurt chu. I shouldn't have done dat ta you. It's hurtin' me ta see you like dis. Ion wanna see my midget like dis. These hands aren't meant ta hurt chu. Dey are meant ta love you. And on ocassion...grab yo ass"

She started laughin' and looked at me

Me: "*chuckles* I'm juss sayin'. But beybe it won't happen again. I love you"

Mariah: "I love you, too. But chu needa do sum'n' bout dis issue. You betta hope he one of those people dat grow up ta favor a celebrity"

See! I'm not soundin' crazy!

Me: "I'll handle it. Do you trust what I say?"

She juss looks at me. I swea' she stared at me fa five minutes

Mariah: "Yea. I trust what chu say"

Me: "Good"

I kissed ha and she kissed back. And she's relaxin'. I know it'll take ha awhile ta get ova dis. I juss want ha ta know it'll neva happen again. And no I do not have an anger issue. 'Iight...maybe a slight one. But my mind went back and I couldn't control what I was doin'. But if anything...she is safe wit me. All I wanna do is get back on tha path we were on. I juss gotta handle tha issue...
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