Instant Love VI: Forever An Alsina {Hexalogy: August Alsina Story}

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(A/N: Fast forwarding time. And I wrote this song myself just to let y'all know ahead of time. I did my own version with Aug's song KOMT. There's a certain way to sing it. And I'm tha only one that knows how to sing it lol. I have no name for it. But if you do decide you wanna sing it...you gotta come in on the 21 second mark. That's all for now)

*5 months later - September*

August POV:

These last few months, I been keepin' myself busy. I finally fixed dat hole I put in tha wall and Mariah replace my jewelry. I knew she had some niceness in ha. I ain't talkin' ta no females. Ta keep myself distracted, I been goin' ta tha studio. Dats where I'm headin' ta na. When I get hea', I see Mariah car. I tol' David ta use one of my old songs fa ha. And since I know she's hea', I wanna see how dis goes...

Mariah POV:

I've been somewhat happy these last five months. When I tol' tha kids...outta NeNe and Aug...Lani was tha one ta go off. And I undastand why so I juss let ha do it. Ion live in Miami. I was there fa a few days though in tha beginnin'. But I got me a place in Atlanta. Eva seen Johnson Family Vaction and dey like...thirty seconds away? Dats Aug and I lol. But I did it fa Lani cuz she wanted it so I did it. Tha arrangements fa seein' tha kids are set. Are we talkin'? Nah. Well...I avoid him juss so I wouldn't have ta talk ta him. Wheneva we pissed at each otha, he knows exactly what ta say ta get on my good side. But I gotta admit though...I kinda wish we did celebrate our twenty-one years of marriage. But ya know...we didn't! Chris and I still not officially ta'getha. Only cuz Ion wanna jump into it and I'm still legally married. And him and Keyshia got dey beybe, ya know. She knows about our situation and I think she feels some kinda way. I juss shrug it off. Anyways! Ta'day I'm in tha studio cuz I wanted ta...come back.

David: "So. MeMe. I have something for you. I just want you to free flow tha words. Release feelings if you have to. Cry if you want"

I juss laugh and fix tha mic. When he plays tha beat, I shake my head

Me: "Nah. Not doin' it ta dat. Sorry"

Then August walks in

Me: "Shit. Is dis a fuckin' set up? Are y'all tryin' ta piss me off fa tha day or what?"

David: "Just. Do it. It wasn't my choice or his. It was suggested. Just do what chu do best MeMe. Sing"

He plays the beat ta Kissin' On My Tattoos and I get all emotional. But technically...I'm not free flowin'. I memorized dis song. I wrote it a long time ago

[Verse 1]
Baby I don't blame you
For being upset because I did you wrong
And I feel so stupid
I shouldn't have done it at all, all
I never meant to hurt you
It was dumb, yes I know, I can't deny
I know you don't wanna hear what I have to say
But baby, that should change

[Hook]
Cause while I was out with him, I was thinkin' 'bout you
That's why I said something as soon as I seen you
I should've walked away instead of stayed
But this is all I can say

[Chorus]
It was dumb on my part
I didn't wanna hurt your heart
I don't wanna lose you again (No I don't)
It'll never happen again
It wasn't my intention (It wasn't. It wasn't)
I didn't want nobody to be hurt
It was dumb on my part
But baby you have my heart

[Bridge]
I just want you
I swear to you
I promise it's through
I just want you