HermitCraft One Shots - Multi Ships

Ranchers - Feel So Alone

TYPE: Angst/Bad Themes
But really, there's comfort at the end. I'm not that mean.

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I blew the horn again. The sound reverberated around the valley, but no one answered. I sighed, tears welling up in my eyes. I refused to let them fall though.

I was alone. It hurt. Of course no one would answer. I was always the first out. The screw up. The weirdo. Not even Tango blew his matching horn. He probably already tossed it into lava. He knew. No one cared about me. To the point that everyone would outright kill me so I would be first out of the series again. Ganged up on and hunted down.

The other rancher never spoke to me unless it was for a video or to tell me I fucked something up. I sighed again and turned away from the valley and headed back inside. Tango was in the storage room downstairs and never looked up when I waved to him. He found what he was looking for and turned and left without even acknowledging me.

I had an idea. I know Tango has blaze rods and ender pearls to make eyes of ender. But he would never use them. None of us in the series were allowed to go to the end. The perfect place to die alone.

I grabbed them from his chest and wrote a note. Not that he or anyone else would ever read it then I set off.

I followed the eyes to the world border then headed south along it.

I dug down and landed into the portal room and put the eyes of ender into their sockets in the frame.

It made a loud noise when the portal activated and I knew that everyone would have heard it and Grian would know that someone broke the rules. Not that I'd care any longer. I would be too dead to care.

Once there, I just sat down on the edge of the obsidian platform that I spawned on.

I knew no one was coming into the end for me. No one cared, right? Right.

I pushed myself forward...

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"TIMMY!!!!" I screamed. I was too late. I kept screaming. Someone jumped off the ledge in front of me. Blond hair. Grian.

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I grabbed him, I held on. This was my fault. My fault he wanted to end his life. If it weren't for me and Tango finding his note, we would never have known. The last person alive would not be able to leave this world. The watchers would corrupt them.

I felt a tug on my ankle. Tango had grabbed the rope. I was slowly being hauled upwards by my ankle and neither of us could breath. The void was slowly choking us.

I looked down at the blond in my arms. He looked back up at me only to get tears dripping onto him.

"I- I'm so fuc-fucking sorry, T-im. I didn't- didn't know how yo- you were fe- feeling." I sobbed out. "I-I'm so fucking st- stupid." He smiled and teached up and whiped my tears. "You came for me. That's really the only thing I care about." "We won't ever ignore you ever again. Kill us. Kill us all. We will let you win, Tim." He sniffled out, his voice sounding completely shot.

"That won't be necessary. Just please don't let my die first like always." He nodded and smiled.

Once we were back on solid ground, we saw Scar, Impulse, Bdubs, Cleo, Scott and the boat boys, Etho and Joel with Grian's rooe in their hands.

Joel looked more guilty than everyone else. "I'm so sorry. I'm the one that started this ignoring. I got the others to join in. But never again." I smiled and hugged all of them.