Shhhh... Don't tell him

Chapter 6

No long no update? I know. It's just been hard for me lately; It's been really hard. Imagine waking up one day and the one thing you really wanted is gone; having to wake up with the feeling of a void in your heart. I just don't get it; I mean I know I have a lot of voids in my life in different kinds but this void is the biggest. It sucks waking up alone every morning and falling asleep with him on my mind, but what sucks is that I cant do anything about it, I just have to get over it.

Anyways, enough of being gloomy even though I know no one is reading this because no one likes A's.

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Ps. Unedited

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It felt like my head was about to explode, with every inch I moved my head would heart more and more. It was killing me. I flipped onto my back and covered my face with my eyes since it was too bright for me and made my headache worst.

"You okay?" someone asked from beside me.

My eyes snapped open find myself not in my room. I felt a little relaxed and yet still anxious because Michel was the person next to me. He was half naked and I was in the dress from last night, which meant that we haven't done anything at all. All I know for sure that I made a mess last night.

"Why am I here and not home?" I asked.

He sat up and stretched "You were really drunk and I didn't want your mum to see you like that, so brought you here"

I sat up and took the cup of water and aspirin that were placed on the table next to my head. I swallowed them down and rubbed head.

"Better?" I asked.

I nodded.

"Go take a shower and I'll make breakfast for you" he said giving me an oversized t-shirt and sweatpants.

I nodded then went over to the shower. I took my cloth off and jumped into the shower and did the normal shit I do, then got dressed.

I walked out of the bathroom and headed down stairs to the kitchen. My heart dropped to my stomach when I saw Dana sitting there in the kitchen shirtless with Lillian in his shirt. My heart tightened so bad, I felt dizzy and about to faint.

"Morning sleepy head" Lillian grind.

"M... morning" I fake smiled.

Michal tapping on the seat next to him and gave me a small smile. I took a seat next to him and started eating from the plate Michel gave me, and faked a smile.

"I'm gonna go wash up" Michel said after the finished his food.

He kissed my head and got up. I kept steering awkwardly at my plate and kept eating.

"I think I'm going to wash up too" Dana said tagging on Lillian's hand.

"What?" Lillian giggled.

"Come take a shower with me" he chuckled.

She just giggled then got up and pecked him on the lips.

I waited for them to go upstairs before getting up and leaving. I was beyond hurt and heartbroken, so I walked home since seeing them together hurts me like hell and I can't do something about it. I love them both so much and ending their happiness together is just cruel.

When I got home, I went straight to my room and lay on the bed; I felt beyond tired. I felt hot everywhere and didn't want to do anything so I just flopped onto the bed.