always // chandler riggs

t w e n t y - f i v e

Chandler's P.O.V

My eyelids rigidly open, almost blinding myself by the sun rays coming from my window. I groggily try to get up. But fail and fall back into bed, causing a loud groan to escape my lips.

I take in all of my surroundings. My eyebrows knit together when I realize I'm not in my bed, and this isn't my room. "Glad to see you're up." a voice echoes through the room. Causing me to jump in surprise. I turn my head to find myself locking eyes with Josh.

"What's going on?" I question, once again attempting to get out of bed. Once I'm finally standing, I walk over to the nearest bathroom.

"You were drunk." Josh explains. "It was a mess! But it sure was fun to watch." I look at my reflection in the mirror. Oh god, is that even me? My hair is going in all different directions, my eyes are bloodshot red, and my skin is literally as white as a freaking vampire.

"Wait," I start, starting to process Josh's words. "What do you mean it was a mess?" I ask. He sends me a smirk whole guiding me over to his bed.

"Do you not remember anything that happened?" he asks, trying not to laugh. I shake my head in response, my mind being completely clueless. "You're in for a big surprise." he smirks, them goes on with the story.

My eyes get bigger after every word Josh says. By the time he was done, my eyes were practically out of my sockets. Slowly, everything started coming back to me. "That's all I know. What happened with you and Abbie in here, only you two know." he says.

Oh my gosh, I completely embarrassed myself infront of Abbie. I tried to beat up her boyfriend! I mean, who does that? And I hurt Jessica as well. Even though I never really liked her, I never wanted to hurt her. And-oh my god. I told Abbie I loved her...

"Chandler are you okay, you look like you're gonna faint." Josh says, placing a hand on my shoulder. I nod my head hesitantly.

"I told Abbie I loved her." I say, not believing my own words. I bury my face into my hands, not wanting to think about what happened. "Gosh, I'm so stupid."

"You, my friend, really are." Josh says, cackling a laugh.

"It's not funny!" I exclaims, smacking Josh across the chest. "This is serious! I messed up any chances I may have had with Abbie. Why am I such a screw up?"

Josh wraps his arm around my shoulder. "Hey, don't beat yourself up for this. It was a simple mistake, you can just go apologize."

"Apologize?!" I yell, standing up from bed. "First, I try to beat up her boyfriend. Then I embarrass her in front of everyone. Oh and I'm pretty sure I scared her off with all of the I love you's. A simple apology won't fix it."

I stumble back a little, the room suddenly starting to spin. And a sudden urge to throw up grows in the pit of my stomach.

"Woah, lay down. Your hungover, you need to rest." Josh says, guiding me once again over to his bed. I don't hesitate, just lay down as soon as possible. "I'm gonna go get some Advil. Get some rest and try to get your mind off things." he says, walking out of the room.

I lay my head on the soft pillow, and slowly close my eyes. I try to get my mind off things, but nothing works. All I can think about is Abbie, and how much I truly do love her.

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super short chaptah, i know. next one is pretty long.

oh and btw, i made a carl grimes fanfiction!!!

it's called "dangerously loved" and honestly, i am super excited about it.

so make sure to check it out!

that's all, byyyeee💞