Breaking Down

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James's P.O.V.

I was waiting outside of the hotel that Käti had gone in, standing under my umbrella just waiting. I was getting cold, and wet....this umbrella is a piece of shit. No use. 

I was about to toss it when I saw Käti run ou of the doors and across the street. I called her name and she looked at me, even though it was raining I could see the tears streaming down her pretty face. I ran over to her forgetting the useless umbrella. She buried her head into my shoulder and started sobbing. Picking her up I managed to get a taxi and addressed it to her house. 

I could tell Käti was crying still but trying to be quiet bc of the taxi driver. I just kept rubbing her back and telling her it was going to be okay. Even though I didn't know if it would or not. What had she heard in there? 

As I carried her into her apartment I noticed she'd become really quiet. I looked down at her, her eyes were closed, her breathing was even and the tears had dried on her face. She'd fallen asleep. I layed her down on her bed and kissed her forehead as I debated whether or not I should stay with her. 

She mumbled in her sleep. I leaned down to try to understand. Käti started shaking and sobbing again. Alarmed I shook her. "Käti....Käti it's just a dream! Hey, babe....c'mon you're okay." She suddenly opened her eyes. Wide and fearful she looked around. 

I grabbed her hand. "Käti it's okay. you're at home..." 

She frowned. "James....I told you to leave. Leave. I don't want you here. I don't want you around! Get out!" She quickly crumpled into sobbing again burying her face into her pillow. 

I retreated slowly. Fine...I'd leave. I'd be back...when she had calmed down...It still hurt. All I wanted was to comfort her...I slammed the door shut.

Andrew's P.O.V.

I watched as James walked out of the building....obviously Käti had meant it when she said wanted us gone...But I had seen him carrying her in. I just wondered if she was ok...

I don't really know why but I found myself walking up to her apartment. Before I knew what I was doing I was knocking on her door. Käti opened it looking tired and sad. 

Her face quickly changed into a stone-cold mad...."What are you doing here?" She demanded. 

Käti's P.O.V.

"What are you doing here?" I demanded. It sounded harsher than I meant it too...just like it had with James. But I had told them to leave earlier. And the news I had gotten was overwhelming my emotions...I was angry, sad and just confused. And it wasn't helping that I knew I still liked Andrew and I still liked James...and that they were both being such jerks. 

Andrew was looking at me with concern. "Are you okay?"

I glared at him. The hell I'm ok. "I'm just fucking fine! You know...you leaving me alone without a word when I was recruit...I was ok. You showing up on my doorstep out of nowhere and thinking you can just waltz right back in....I'm fantastic! You and James having a fight on my apartment floor!....YEAH I'M FUCKING GREAT!!!" 

Andrew looked taken aback. I knew what I said was harsh...but it was true. That wasn't what was hurting the most right now...but it was part of it. I'd been angry about that for years....and it was all coming out in one night. He deserved it. Honest. I wanted him to hurt like I had....Like I was. 

I suddenly walked past him towards the elavator and pressed for the Lobby. Andrew started towards me and got in as the elavator doors closed. "Where are you going?" He groaned. I shrugged. 

I didn't know. I just needed....relief...or something. As the doors opened on the main floor I rushed out towards the exit doors. I was aware that I was wearing a thin dress and no shoes...

I swung open the doors to the still pouring rain and black sky and walked down the path and laid down in the cement road. The rain had already soaked my clothing by now  and the freezing air was giving me goosebumps. 

"Käti what the fuck are you doing?!" Andrew yelled over the rain as he walked over to me getting himself soaked as well. 

"Get over it. It's just rain." I said as my teeth started chattering remininding me of how cold I was. I didn't care....it felt a little better. I could handle pain on the outside. 

"You are fucking crazy! You'll get sick!" Andrew yelled again, I could tell he was getting mad. 

"Why do you care?" I looked up at him and he clenched his jaw. 

"That's it!" He shouted in frustration. He bent down picking up my body and threw me over his shoulder. 

Andrew carried me inside and hurried me up to my apartment. Once we reached my bedroom he put me on the floor and ran into my bathroom and came out with 5 towels. 

He sighed as he wrapped me up in them before he stood up straight and began to change in front of me.

"Drew.." I whined covering my eyes as he took his jeans off. 

After a few minutes I felt him sit down next to me. "I'm changed." he muttered. 

I uncovered my eyes from the towels and looked up at him, his face was so close to mine. 

"You're crazy you know that right?" he whispered as his nose touched mine. 

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