Diary's of Babymama's

Diary Of Megan

Megan POV

Dear Diary

My name is Megan. I wanna tell my story, I am currently 19 years old almost 20.

I had ended up pregnant by my boyfriend at the time and had a baby girl.

My baby girl name is charlie. She was born in December. I was in love with a boy name Jacoby.

yes I said in love I been with my baby father for almost 3 years I knew him since I was 16 .

We started dating at 17 year old. I was riding for that nigga threw thick and thin .

I had my daughter 8 months ago she is so beautiful . God sent me a blessing angel .

When she was born this nigga change to whole different person he wasn't the nigga I fell in love with.

He wasn't Jacoby nomore . The nigga I fell in love with love me for me. Made me felt like I was his one and only . Made me feel like how a female want to be treat .

I felt like he was my best friend soulmate. this nigga left me an my daughter for almost 2 months to be with another bitch ,to party and smoke weed. I was hurting , I kept question what did I ever do wrong .

Female's you know how it feel with a broken heart or being cheated on put yourself in my shoes .

Some months pass by I was doing good. I stop crying , pretend to not care no more , me my baby father got back on good turns and was just being friends but you knew his new side bitch didn't enjoy that lls she never wanted to see me with him or cool with him so some days passed by. Finally a month later me and him decided to try again and get back together.

I only got back with him because I thought he really changed . I really thought the reason he left was because he was scared. He fooled my ass .
He was just telling me what i wanted to hear . He had the nerve, the audacity, to get that MF side bitch pregnant and you know shawty was extra press.

Shawty tried her hardest to break me and my babyfather up and he was falling for it. So you know what I through the towel in and gave up . His bitch ass was still giving her attention so I told her she can keep him .

I DONT SHARE DICK! I never ever seen a bitch try so hard to break a family shawty a HomeWRECKER !! So weeks pass by I inbox my baby seed giver asking him a question about our child , why o'l girl jumped in his inbox and started faking.

Little do she know I know she just all talk, last time I seen her in person ya girl was on mute . Her scary ass DROVE TF off .

I was jih fucked up after what my baby father wrote me.

" ,funny !, I'ma just say this please don't write me no more,I don't want chu I'm past done with chuu, its nuffin left between uss at allllll,I don't give a fuck waahhh chu do or non of thaaaat, so delete chuur self from my life! I appreciate it, thank you !!! " Those were his exact words.

He needs to TRY AGAIN! What he needs to realize is he can't diss me out his life. I have his baby so i'm stuck with his wack ass for 18 years. He mad or nahhh.

Llsss his new baby mama a trip.
She think he do for his child but when I call or text his phone I get no answer. I mean he do little shit once a blue moon, but damn I feel like the mommy and daddy .

I feel like I'm alone in this. I feel like I had my baby on my own. I feel like charlie will be going through this her whole entire life with him. He comes in and out her life when ever he sees fit. Its not because we broke up either . its because this nigga still doesn't know how to man up to his responsibility and thinks its okay to be disrespectful to the mother of his child. I cry everyday because I know how it feels to only have one parent. And the sad part about it is so does he. That shit hurts and it makes you feel unloved.

Jacoby needs to get his shit together asap instead of doing unesscary stuff . Its sad that charlie aunt ,Jacoby sister Kim keeps her more then he does. Kim stayed by my side throughout my whole pregnancy from when we found out , to when my baby bump started to show, and even now .

But i did take alot from this situation and learned a whole lot from him.

Never give a fuck boy another chance once you break up, just let his ass exit !

See in the beginning i just wanted somebody to treat me like somebody . So I thought I was being treated right but I was too blind to see the real him. Its made me look super silly. Its crazy how now I see the real him. It hurts and fucking sucks but hey its life. I'll learn to deal.

I'm glad his side chick took my problems away. Now I have no worries I am finally moving on.

I'll keep y'all posted on my new adventures of being a mommy and finding the right one now. See y'all later I got a movie date with my baby girl Charlie to go see inside out!