hey guys I'm back. life has been crazy. I have a one-year-old in two weeks and I've been married for a whole year. I'm sorry I went ghost but I'm here now and since season two came out i have a better idea as to where I'm taking this story. Plus, I think I want to do a spin off with husk and angel because I like that ship especially after the losing streak song. Anyway enjoy~
*TW*
Alastor said to give him some time to prepare, and he would come and fetch me when it's ready. Whatever it is, I'm really flattered by his effort on these dates. It shows how dedicated he is to be giving this a try. Although I'm a little upset that he hasn't asked to be in a relationship yet.
Maybe I'm not relationship material. Maybe he is just like the other guys and just wants to fuck and dump me. Am I not enough? Am I not more than just a body? Why can't someone like me for me?
I take a deep breath in and out before I completely calm down. I have to remember that Alastor is not like them, and he chose to pursue me for my personality. We have never laid in bed or even kissed. He is here for me and to show me that I am worth it.
I don't truly believe that last thing. But maybe that will change with him.
Suddenly a knock sounds at my door, startling me. "Who is it?" I ask
"It's your handsome date" Alastor says through the door
"I'm sorry I only have an appointment for a mister wannabe geezer" I say while trying to hold back my laughter
"Ha ha very funny, now would you please open the door do i can show you the surprise" he says
I open my door and am met face to face with Alastor. He is wearing comfy clothes and has a rose in his hand.
"Is that for me?" I ask pointing to the rose
"Why yes, it is" he says while placing it in my hand
It's pretty and it's a very vibrant red. I have never received flowers from anyone before. It gives me a warm feeling in my stomach.
"Why thank you" I say accepting the gift
"A pretty rose for such an amazing specimen" he says
"Yes, well anyway about that surprise I was promised" I say while blushing
"Right this way Luci" he says while offering his hand
I take it and follow him to the family room as Charlie calls it. I see candles and rose petals everywhere. There are also snacks and a big projector screen followed by a blanket fort.
"Wow you did all of this for me?" I ask surprised
"Yes, I most certainly did, I wanted to show you how special you are and so i put all of this together for you personally" he says with a smile
"I am impressed" I say while looking it all over one more time before sitting down
"I'm very glad you are darling" he said
"Darling?" I ask puzzled
"It's a new thing I'm trying; do you not like it?" He asks
"I never said that" I say with a smile
"I'll keep that in mind" he says
"So, what is on the agenda for tonight?" I ask
"Well darling, I thought we could cuddle and watch some movies" he says
"That sounds fun but what about the others in the hotel?" I ask
"Why are you so concerned about that? Are you embarrassed?" He asks
Actually, I think you are of me because there's no way a handsome guy like himself could ever be into thrown away like trash like me.
" No I most certainly am not" I say
"Good, now shall we start the movie?" He asks
"Yes please" I say and cuddle closer to him
He puts his hand on mine and at first, I hesitate because I'm not used to this type of attention. Then I began to hold his hand.
He grips mine tightly as if he never wants to let go. I'm not really interested in the film, but I love that he put this together all for me. I'm so happy to have someone so special in my life.
Hopefully I don't fuck this good thing up. I can be so clingy at times and try not to be too much for people, but it never comes out that way. I just care a lot about the person I'm with.
Like Lilith was literally my dark rose she was so passionate in the beginning, but something changed later on in our marriage after Charlie was born, she just drifted away. Until she was gone forever.
Sometimes I think I miss her but then I remember I don't really miss her personally I miss the way she used to be and how she would make me feel.
I loved her and she will forever be special to me, but I am truly happy with Alastor. He makes me feel something I thought I lost a long time ago.
He gives me butterflies and makes me so nervous. But I smile so big around him. I never want this to end. I want to keep him forever.
"You okay darling?" He asks
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" I ask
"Because you are crying and gripping my hand pretty hard" he says
"Just don't want this moment to end" I say
