"First, I wanted to say thank you to each and every one of you. when I began writing this story, I never thought that it would ever reach the top ten let alone #1 for more than a week.
I know for a while I updated a lot during a certain time period. I just wanted to let you know that If I don't write as much, I am 39 weeks pregnant and expecting my first child.
soooo I'm going to be really busy but don't worry I still plan on finishing this story eventually. Anyway, thank youu and have a good day"
It's really bright and smells like flowers. The scent is calming and overwhelming. I have to squint to see anything ahead of me. My body feels completely weightless. Almost like I turned into a feather.
Everything I lay my hand on is as soft as a cloud. It's so peaceful and beautiful here. I wish I could stay forever but I know it is only a dream.
Suddenly I see a dark red figure. It's getting closer to me. It feels so warm and welcoming. I walk towards it, reaching out my hand to grab them. I almost have them in my grasp.
"Gotcha you" I say
Until they look like they are being pulled away from me.
"Wait?! Where are you going?" I ask
I try to hold on but the unknown force is too strong. I fail to hold on and am forced to let go. As they are ripped away from me, I feel a deep sadness take over and once again the light fades and I am once again consumed by the darkness.
I open my eyes to the sun shining right in my face. I am still astonished by the dream/nightmare I just had.
They are getting more and more scary and fucked up. Then again you think I would be used to that by now. I yank off my covers and get out of bed and walk over to my bathroom. I put toothpaste on my toothbrush and begin brushing.
I keep forgetting to do this every morning. I also seem to forget to take a shower most days. I know how disgusting, but sometimes I can't be bothered to get all the way undressed and get into the warm water.
Regardless of the fact that I know I will enjoy it once I step into the water. It's just too much sometimes for me to handle.
I finish brushing and get dressed. Then I open my bedroom door to see Alastor standing there.
"What are you doing?" I ask
He seemed surprised that I was standing there, almost startled.
"Well I was trying to come fetch you for breakfast so we can dine together" he said
"Oh well that's quite chivalrous of you deer" I say with a slight smile
"Just trying to show you how worth it you truly are" he says
I blush once more, he never fails to make me smile. "Well we should head down there" I say
He puts out the crook of his elbow jestering towards me to grab it. I comply and we head down towards the dining hall together. I'm a little nervous of anyone seeing us but at the same time I love being shown off.
