I hit the tree and my butt hits the ground. The bear looks at me and walks a way. The sad part is that if the bear had attacked me, I would not have fought back. I am ready to die at this point. I'm tired of living a life where I am capable of killing people people and hurting so many people. Being bipolar and having thease abilities just don't match.
The ground is now kinda warm. I'm tired. If their are bears, they can take me. I hope they take me. My eyes close and I'm quickly asleep, and i don't ever want to wake up.
I wake up to hear a voice that is not very familiar. It's a girl and shes yelling out for someone named Ryan. I open my eyes and see a tree. Oh yea I'm in a Forrest, and I'm Ryan, and that person yelling must be Ruby. I close my eyes and try to fall back asleep, But with no luck. I feel someone grab my arm causing me to cry out in pain. I see that It's Ruby. Uggg. Can't she just leave me here. She'll be able to find someone quicker by herself.
"Hey why did you leave? I know my arm is bad but did you really think that abandoning me was the best solution?" She says
" I just can't think that the this is all my fault..."
"That's because it is your fault. I mean if you had just left me alone none of this would have happened." She giggles.
I start to cry. She puts both of her hands on my shoulders and looks me right in the eyes.
"But... its okay. I mean it's not great that i have a bunch of holes in my arm. But I'm not dead. So i can't complain. "
She looks at me and slides her hand down my arm making me winse and she brings up my sleeve to reveal my arm. It's full of scars, cuts and bruses. She looks at me again and hits my other arm as if she was my mother.
"WHY! what the hell do you get out of hurting your self. I know things can get bad and you can feel alone but why, why does this make anything better?" She looks down at the ground and shakes her head.
Ruby opens her purse to reveal a tiny first aid kit. She takes out a small piece of cloth and takes out the water bottle.
"Why didn't you tell me you had a first aid kit when you got hurt?"
"I didn't need it."
I DIDNT NEED IT! she gets attacked by a bear and doesn't need it. What if the bear has rabies?
Ruby places the cloth on my arm and starts to dab my arm. The more she dabs the more blood gets on the cloth.
She looks at me and shakes her head.
"You know your really pretty. And all thease scars make you look silly. I mean your so beautiful and this makes you look weak. You are not weak. Your are a strong woman and you can't be hurting yourself."
She says looking at my arm, still cleaning it
"Thanks. But.... I can't help it. It's addicting and once you start to hurt yourself it becomes so easy. It hurts but it's pain that you control it's how I get out my anger. I don't think I'm weak I'm just not strong enough to hold my self back." I say looking into her blue green eyes.
She is really pretty. Her red hair in a loose ponytail. Her freckles above her nose. Her makeup from yesterday that has fallen under her eyes. And her lips are so perfectly shapen wih a pink colouring that can make a person melt.
"So ummm how bad is my arm?" I say trying to forget about her beauty.
"Well you did a number on it. You have some deep holes in your arm.ill need to put some of thease bandages on your arm." She says opening up the first aid kit.
"Okay "
I sit up off of the tree and lean closer to her to make it easier for her to wrap up my arm. For a person who just sleep outdoors she smells really good. She puts her head up. Looking suprised at how close I am to her right now. She looks at my lips and i know that she wants to kiss me.
I get close to her face and put my good hand onto her face. And kiss her cheek. She turns into my lips and starts to kiss me. Her lips start to move and I follow her lead. She grabs the back of my head and pulls me in closer. She feels good. She feels right. I start to pull away and she bits my lip. I open my eyes and shes smiling. I take a deep breath in and smile back.
"So here let me finish with your arm.." she says red faced.
"Oh yea umm right my arm."
It gets quiet for a minute and she finishes up my arm.
"Soooooo we should probably start walking. Huh?" I struggle to say.
"Uhh yes. Let's. Go." She says happily.
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Gifts(GxG)
Adventure17 year old Sasha is a tomboy. all she wants is to be normal. no gift , a family and school to be over. she seems to have something go wrong when ever she blinks. Eli is one of the hotest guys in her class, but is also the smartest, and knows how to...
