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I am starting to feel the pain he's feeling. i focus and blink.

" Ahhhh..." i fall to the floor.

"Gahh!"i  hear

Eli is back he is panting hard after screaming so loudly. I blink and see him he's on the floor, is foot covered in burn marks and the floor soaked in blood, as i look up i see a light and quickly turn away my eyes are burning from the intense burn of the white light hitting my corneas. Eli is screaming and crying. Mrs.T is on the phone with the principle crying into the phone and I'm about to cry. the pain oh the pain that i felt must have been nothing compared to Eli's pain. i sit up and face Eli i notice his foot is gone, yes GONE! his left foot is completely burnt off. no wonder he's screaming i get up and run into the school. he school is not large it's one floor with about 20-30 classrooms it goes from grade 7-12 . the school is silent. i usually don't come in here i never really have to since i only have classes in the pocket rooms.

"Hello, sir i don't have much time i need to get the nurse to portable 4. please in an emergency." I say out of breath.

"She's busy at the moment, what is wrong?"

"Eli was on fire and now he's got really bad burns. he bleeding out." I say in a panic.

"Oh my god! did you call 911?"

"Yes,yes of course just hurry!"

As he walks away i look back toward the exit.

"I have to go now! hurry!" 

 i run down the hall even faster then i ran into the school. i hear sirens as I'm running i trip and fall on the the gravel. i get up and keep going i see that the doors are open. Eli is in the back on a stretcher.  i can't do this. i quickly turn around and an go behind the ambulance and a tear escapes my left eye. i can see the tear on my nose, is black from my eyeliner. i wipe it off and notice there is blood on the ground, and a large hole in my leggings.

"Hey what is going on?"i hear in a low pitched scruffy voice.

" I heard the ambulance and ran over. are you ok? thy are you crying" the voice sounds familiar. oh wait. Avan, my best friend, only friend and boyfriend all rolled into one, well he's not my boyfriend really, well i don't know.

I try to explain, But a sob escapes my mouth and i cant speak. he walks over and pulls me into his tight in-brace.

"It's all my," i took a breath.

"Fault." and i cry but my voice sounds muffled, since my hands are over my mouth.

"What happened?" He says while removing my hands from my mouth, and walk away from him. i turn and am able to talk.

i tell him everything and i do mean everything from entering the room to my bleeding knee.

"Oh..." he says

"I think i need to be alone."

"No. i know what your like when you get like this. and I won't let you feel guilty."

"Avan, i think i really messed up and i can't do this. i really need to be alone."

" No I'm not going to-"

I can't hear anything else cause i slowly started to get away. i Finally get far enough to start running, and i run. I hear Avan say something and he starts running , in the opposite direction. i see trees ,yes i reached the Forest.

I get to a tree and i punch myself in the face twice, three times and fall to the ground. pull on my hair and i just can't believe that i did this Eli is probably going to die because i was angry. I want to die.

I hear a faint rawer. i think Avan has his dirt bike with him.

"Sasha where are you! Sasha don't do this to yourself!"

I'm silent i know that Avan will get mad at me. as i can hear i know Avan is on the road and wouldn't be smart enough to look in here for me.

"Sasha please, i need you to be ok,don't do this again!"

I start crying loud sobs,the pain in my face from hitting my self,my cut up knee, the memory of the burns all comes back at once, i hear footsteps and look up and see Avan he lifts me up and cradles me in his arms i pull my face up to his ear.

"I'm sorry." i whisper in his ear.

"Mhmm." He mumbles with sight anger.

My red nirvana shirt starts to pull up my back but I'm in to much pain to fix it. Avan is 6"11 and his arms are almost as big as my head I'm 6'0 tall,  my head is in his neck no as we reach is front porch, i guess he left is bike In the forest. i pull tighter as he moves an arm to open the door to his house. yes his house he is 18 now and we have enough money for a small 2 bedroom condo. as we walk in i look at the mirror and see a face but it doesn't look like mine its lightly tanned has long black hair and large green eyes.

I don't know if you realized yet but i am bipolar, that is the main reason that i can't control my abilities, that's why Avan has stood by me for so long, i feel the warmth go away from my back , and a pillow touch my face and the sound if the bed wobble from beside me. i turn over and watch Avan take his shirt off and see the indent in his back from where his muscle meets hit spine. below all of that muscle. i smile and want to say something. i catch a glimpse of his beautifully rounded face, and light brown hair right before he turns the light off. i feel the bed shake and feel a calming my warm hand on my waist and another on my face, i move closer and turn around so that he's facing my back, he fixes his hand place and moves his body forward. now he has got me I'm his arms.

"I don't know what i would do without you Avan." I whisper to him.

"I will never let you know. i care for you way too much."he mumbles

He moves my hair and kisses my neck.

"Good night." He mumbles.

It's been such a long day i don't even say anything my eyes are so heavy, i just fall asleep.