Gifts(GxG)

Killer strikes again

i turn to see ruby shaking . i know its cold and i should help her... but i dont want to. her hair is wet from the blood that was on her arm. if i hadent brouht her with me none of theis would have happed to her, or me. but if i hadnr brought her with me i wouldent have had a look out.

i look at mt watch and it reads 3:42. well i guess i should wake her up and get some rest.

i poke her cheek "hey its my turn."

"oh shit. where am i?"

"we are still lost. you know like we were before..." i roll my eyes and look at her arm.

"how does it feel? can i look at it?"

"i guess, but don't touch it directly"

"i wont." I say getting up and walking to ward her.

i just want to see if its infected. if i need to know if i have to attempt to transport us to a hospital. Cause if I have to transport us then I need to practice a shit ton. Even if i just transport her alone there is no guarantee that she'll go exactly where i want her too.

I peel off the leaves to reveal a yellow pussing wound along with a deep hole close to the elbow. You could see white. Oh god I can see her bone.

I walk a way nauseated. I hear ruby calling me telling me to come back. But I just can't. Tears well up in my eyes and i cover my mouth. I wish i had a knife, razor or something. All I heave are my teeth. I fall to the ground. She got hurt all of because of me. Just like Eli. Just like Mrs. Tealson. I'm a killer! I just can't. I want to die so I can't hurt anybody.

I bite down on my arm so hard i feel the blood on my lips. I can taste it. I spit it out. And bite another part off my arm and continue to cry. I hear foot steps. At this point i don't care what or who it is. i release my arm and look up to see a baby bear... oh shit where is its mom. I attempt to get up amd walk but end up doing some weird crab walk insted.FUCK!