Gifts(GxG)

Lone ranger

I wake up to the sun in my face. god its bright, i roll over and see Avan in my room, i guess thats where he put me. i get up and go to the bathroom a. i turn on the hot water and walk across the hall to the closet where the towels are stored. i hear a rumble and a creak i turn toward the noise only to realize it was Avan getting out of bed. i quickly get a towel, i know how Avan would be if he saw me. i get into the bathroom and lock the door quietly. i check the lock and walk to the shower to  feel the water on my finger tips. it's so relaxing i get my cloths off quick and get into the shower, for a second I'm relaxed but being so relaxed i start to think about yesterday. i need to see him, poor Eli a tear escapes my eye and i wipe it away and rub the water into my hair and reach for the shampoo. i  hear a knock at the door.

"Hey I'm heading to the store for milk all be back in 2-4 min. ok babe!"

Babe? well i guess we are a couple i thought we were roommates with benefits, if you know what I mean. I know he cares abo... whatever i need to shower, i finish my shower and hop out. i use my hand to wipe off the mirror, i look normal again green eyes tanned but fairly dark skin. i open the door to my room and get dressed. 

"What a day" i say to myself.

I open the door. this air my gosh the hall is cold i get into the bathroom and start to blow dry my hair it starts to dry and my hair gets waiver and waiver. done! now i want food but theres no milk. darn it... i guess I'm going to the school cafeteria for breakfast. The 11th grade kinda sucks, at least at my school, gifted class is an after school class that is why me and... Eli are the only ones in it. well i guess the horror of school starts earlier to day, for food purposes. Why the hell is Avan taking so damn long to get the stupid milk! I'm so hungry, i didn't eat dinner last night or lunch that day either. Whatever i guess its time to go.

I start walking to school maybe i will see Avan on the way to school? i live in this tiny town near the border of Canada and the US. where there are few people and everyone is so close. that's why we only have 2 schools, one is for little children kindergarten to 6th grade, and the other goes from grade 7 to grade 12. There are no skyscrapers just lots of Forrest's and some little cabins in those forest's. i live in a little area where all of the houses are in strips that are connected to in another, with a park behind us it is where all if the cheap houses are. we have 1 store across the road its a ESSO gas station with a Tim Hortons boy do i ever like Tim Hortons. i see Avan through the window, oh thats why he's taking so long he's with his sister. Clare.

Clare was my best friend when i was 11 ,then my mom died (but i didn't know tili was  16) and i was put into a foster home. i have been in 8 different houses since then. they have been in Ottawa, Toronto, Niagara and Montreal. now i live on the outskirts of London Ontario. This could have all been different if my dad gave a flying fuck about me, but ill never be smart enough for his approval. When i found my way back here my mom had committed suicide by shooting herself, on the ledge of a building. i was 14. I lived with Clare and Avan's parents Rita and Piper. they really only fostered me because they were close to my mom. Rita is Clare's mom and Piper is Avan's mom. they have been together for over 26 years. i have never met a happier couple in my....

"Hey! what are you doing?" It's Aron

"I have to go to school it's not Saturday quite yet "babe" is that okay with you" I say jokingly

"No its not you hurt a kid yesterday... you're not welcome back there till next week." he says confused.

"What the fucking hell! I'm gonna..."

Before i knew it i was in the classroom , i had been so angry that my power sparked.

"Hey Ms.T!"

I jump onto the table, then onto her. shes short but thick. i take her down in one try. i can feel her stomach sink when i hit the ground. i position myself so that shes on her back and I'm on her stomach. i start swinging. left,right repeat! i her a ringing in my ears! i grab her hair and ram her head and force her head into the ground 6, 7 ,8, 9 and 10 is the hardest. shes crying so hard that i feel sick. i get off her and push the desk down onto her. i serge out of there. I'm in the bathroom. i have to puke. i comes out in one go. but i haven't eaten anything in almost 24 hours. i wipe my face and exit the stall. Mirrors. aren't they a tricky thing. i really hate them. i hate the last day of my life. i hate life. i just always want to cry.