Fangirling 3

Seriousness.

I think I might be done with Wattpad. Hear me out before you say anything:

I love you guys, I really do. It's just... This is smothering me. I write these oneshots and cliches and Fangirling books for you but I realized... I'm not a Fangirl. Sure, I love TV shows and books and I'm still gonna wear my Doctor Who scarf and Loki t-shirt... But it isn't who I am. It sounds stupid but if you want to really know:

I am a girl who wants nothing more to make people laugh. I want to share my writing with the world but I'm impatient and I get discouraged easily. I want to be an actress with a Twitter account where I post jokes, updates on my books and parts I'm playing and sometimes gelato. I want to go to college for creative writing and chemistry. Bet you didn't know that I'm a chemistry nerd. That's because this life here is smothering me into oblivion. And I need to let it go.

So no more one shots or cliches. No more fangirling. No more me making lame jokes. No more requests to read fanfictions because guess what: I don't enjoy reading fanfictions even if they're good.

But I do love you guys. We've been together for almost two years and I reached 1 K followers with you. Originally, I just did this in hopes that when I finally published a book or got a call back that you'd support me. Now I'm asking you: if you truly want to support me let me do my own thing.

I'll get a new Wattpad account. Post short stories. I'll be funny, post writing tips and help. I'll even put up a copy of a novel I'm working on. This site has so much fanfiction it's hard to be an author.

So if I get a new account that's not about fandoms, would you still enjoy my writing?

I'll understand if you don't.

And, about the novel, I love writing it. It's going amazing. Here's a synopsis if you want:

A NEW KIND OF TALE:

Dreams suck.

Idris could tell you that. She was a knight for about five minutes until she was kicked out of the castle for being a girl.

Or Alvria. She tried to be a good fairy and help a princess but ended up getting stepped on by a witch.

Or Zephriah: She wanted to renounce her pirate ways but the thrill of stealing was too addicting.

Even Sieran: A siren who wanted to, you know, stop killing people and maybe fall in love. Instead she got stuck with owing a warlock.

The point is: no matter what you think lives aren't Fairytales. Fairytales made it seem easy. This, however, is a new kind of tale. And it's much more complicated than happily ever after.