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'No harry please,' i whimpered

'You're going to have to do it soon might aswell get it over an done with,' Harry smirked

i curled up in a ball and began to cry hard i had cried so much in one day and i was sick of the nasueating feeling of it. Harry was down to his boxers and began to edge closer to me.

'I'm tired please i dont want to please-' i begged i had never sounded so desperate in my life. i didn't want to lose my vriginity that night. 

Harry took of his boxers and didn't put on a condom i guess he thought the sooner he got me pregnant the better that's the main reason i was here after all. i began to scream.

'Noone is here dumbass and even if my workers were hear they wouldn't save you because they are all frightened of me and their job is far more important to them than you even that Zayn he doesn't care about you at all no one does,' Harry said. i dont know why but his words cut like knives, of course Zayn wouldn't care about me i hardly knew him yet somehow it suprised me that he didn't.

'Are you wearing sexy underwear?' Harry asked as he started ubuttoning my top.

'No,' i said silently 

he rolled his eyes. 

'Why do you have to make this so hard?' he said angrily he got up and started pacing around the room.

'Sorry i didnt prepare myself for sex i thought my husband would be a little bit more considerate this morning before i met you,' i said spitefully

He rummaged through his drawers and found something 'Aha' he smirked 'I Knew i had something' 

he threw me a lacy  red bra and matching thongs i cringed. they had been used, Harry obviously had prositutes over before we got married and these were theirs. 

'Put these on,' he ordered

'No fucking way i am not wearing your sluts clothes,' was all i said i dont know why but i was feeling fearless my fear of harry seemed to diffuse 

'Just get here and put these on don't try and be diffucult you know it wont end well for you i always win,' Harry said his beautiful eyes staring at my half-unbuttoned top down.

'Harry i dont want to have sex why do you think i would voluntairily put something on that encourages it? i am not that thick,' I said

'Your sure close though,' 

we stared at each other in silence for about five incredibly awkward seconds.

'Fuck it i tried to be reasonable but Ava  your fiesty so i guess i will have to get you into these myself, ugh you always try and make it more diffucult for me dont you?' 

'What?'' i protested

he pinned me to the bed and did the strangest thing it made no sense to me, he stripped me down. with diffuculty and when i protested he held me down harder which made me shut up. when i was naked he admired me with a smirk and said 'see you later' talking to my nudeness he put on the lacy bar and knickers. 

'What was the point of that harry?' i asked when he was done

he shrugged and giggled. his giggle was kinda cute. ugh but no way i found him attractive his horridness made him not attractive at all. 

'I know i want you to walk up and down like you are on a catwalk so i can admire you before we get to business,' he said

Ugh i didnt bother to protest so i got up and lazily slumped while walking but he still wolf whisteled and smacked my bum while i walked around. then when i was done the horror came he jumped onto me and we began and i wont get into details but he was BRUTAL.

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