Matched with Harry falling for Niall

chapter 15 <3

the first few months of my pregnancy flew by so quickly, it was pretty much a routine Harry was always nice now and it felt good he was always smiling aswell. Zayn was much more distant he would hardly talk to me now that felt horrible because i missed him. he still feels bad and everything there is so much i need to tell him and i still want to find out what his secret is the one he wouldn't tell me before. the secret has something to do with why Harry has so much power of Zayn though i cannot think of what it is. Eleanor was heavily pregnant now she was almost due! she and louis were really excited they had decided to find out the gender before hand and they found out it was a girl and they were going to call it Ashley. Me and Harry had decided to not find out the gender and wait till the baby is born. 

My pregnancy enduced snoring which meant Harry couldn't sleep so he everynight would move to another room after i had fallen asleep so alot of the time i felt lonely. I had only seen Niall briefly aa few times which wasn't good he should be here during my pregnancy with his child i had only seen him when i acted as robin hood and gave money to the village. when i stole money from Harry this was the only time Zayn talked to me and helped me the rest he avoided me. One morning when i was about four months pregnant i had managed to steal money from Harry he was glued on the new series of Hawaii five-O and didnt even notice me slip out. 

i knocked on NIall's window and he smiled and was grateful for my money, sometimes he would feel guilty about it but i told him that it was only me and i would never let him feel guilty. he opened it and we sat and talked for a bit. Niall has still not found a job. 

'Your bumb is coming,' He smiled stroking my stomach

'Yes,' I smiled

'Are you going to find out the gender?' Niall asked

'No,' i said 

he nodded. nobody knew about the secret niall and i  shared not even Niall's  mother. 

That evening me and Harry were watching the news on the tv, we were cuddling. the headlines story really scared me and i felt paranoid that it was directly aimed at me. It was about a girl who had got matched and was sentanced to torture and life imprisonment because she cheated on her husband once. imagine what they would do to me if they found out i cheated and i tried to pass the kid off as harry's. i gupled and fidgited i realised i was trembling just at the thought of my punishment. 

'Are you ok?' Harry asked

'Fine,' i said and gave him a fake smile

he nodded but still looked at me cautiously. 

'I dont know why a girl would do that why she would cheat on her husband they are matched and there is nothing she can do about it why would she try and break the rules?' Harry said

i gulped but tried to act normal. what i didn't understand was that Harry had cheated on me but it was allowed for boys to cheat on their wives but the other way round the girls would be punished severly named and shamed and everyone would frown apon her. the society's excuse for this was that boys had needs. pathetic. but if the boy got a woman who they weren't matched with pregnant that is when they would get in trouble so niall would get in trouble if people found out.

'I agree,' was all i said 

he smiled at me. 

'I know you love that Niall kid but now you know what would happen to you if you tried anything with him,' Harry said

'I would never try anything with him,' I said nervously

'And why is that?' Harry smiled

he was basically forcing me to say something i really did not want to say but i had to.