Matched with Harry falling for Niall

chapter 5 <3

i got dressed in comfy clothes and came downstairs, breakfast was prepared and i felt bad for the workers that they had to work so hard just to satisy me and i sat like a potatoe while they laboared around. Zayn came to join me and i was glad. he asked me alot of questions about my past and i asked about his, i told him how i have worked hard all my life and coming here and expected to do nothing felt strange to me. 

'I can't believe Harry chose me, why was so unlucky?' I said. This made Zayn laugh hysterircally. 

'I work alot of hours, i am glad i have you to talk to,' Zayn said which made me smile

'Are you scared for your matching?' I asked Zayn

'I dont really like to think about it i hate it i think it's so sexist and i would never treat a girl the way most men do all girls are princesses and deserves to be treated like one, You ava may live in a princess castle now but you certinaly have no prince,' Zayn said. he was more relaxed about speaking badly about Harry he knew to trust me. 

Zayn was getting paranoid about the amount of work he had to do, i offered to help but he said no but then i ended up begging to do something because i was bored out of my mind because i wasn't allowed out. 

i helped Zayn with the house work and we had nice conversations. our secret conversations and chats would be like a secret, we had decided to have them daily without Harry knowing he would kill us if he knew. 

i riskly phoned Niall he was screaming on the phone he admitted he thought Harry had killed me, he was tempted to come over he wanted to come over, i told him everythign and i heard a sound of disgrace and astonishment in his voice. 

'I love you Ava, don't let Harry crush you you are strong,' Niall said

these words gave me encouragment. i couldn't believe i had been living at the house for about 24 hours it felt like a eternity of hell it was a prison i wanted nothing more but to go over to where i used to live and plant seeds with NIall in the sunlight and skip stones in the lake. I didn't realise how these little things made me so happy. 

'I love you NIall i truly do i always have,' I said

there was a long silence on the phone.

'Why can't we be together?' NIall said

'We would get killed trying, there is no point there is nowhere out of this hell hole i am stuck in this is my life now,' I said

Niall sighed. 

'Can i come over?' Niall asked

'Not now maybe another day sorry, i miss you,' I said

i hung up the phone after a lengthly phone call, this simple phonecall reminded me of how much i missed my old amazing life. i was crying again. 

'Are you ok Ava?' Zayn said he had walked into the room he scared me. i was ashamed to cry infront of him even though i shouldn't have been. 

'Fine,' i sniffled wiping away my tears. i just got up and acted as if nothign was wrong. 

at 4:00 Harry came bustling through the door and the house became tense and no longer safe he was in a bad mood. 

'AVA GET ME SOME WATER!' he ordered me i was sitting on the sofa reading a book. and i leaped up.

'I can get it,' Zayn said 

'NO ZAYN GO BACK AND DO WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO DO FOR FUCKING SAKE, AVA WILL BECOME LAZY JUST GO GET IT AVA,' 

i was terrified so i quickly got the water and gave it to him.

'How was your day?' i asked only because i felt obliged to. i was trembling