Matched with Harry falling for Niall

chapter 19 <3

Grayson was now a month old, everyday was pretty routine. Niall, me and Zayn would spend the day looking after him, Harry would come back from work play with Grayson for a bit then NIall and Zayn would go home and i would sing the lullaby to grayson and we would go to sleep. Being a mother was very tiring but very rewarding. 

Eleanor and Harry were being more discreet i hadn't mentioned one word about what i noticed to Harry. Whenever we met up with Louis and Eleanor and Ashley, Harry would make no physical indication that he loved Eleanor but they all said it with their eyes. Louis had a tight grip on Eleanor. 

'Ashley and Grayson are similar ages they could be friends when they become older,' I said to Harry

'Yes,' he replied simply.

Harry didn't really enjoy staying alone with Grayson he didn't know what to do. Grayson's eyes, even at only a month old, lit up when he saw Harry who he presumed was his father but Harry wasn't so bothered about seeing Grayson. i think Grayson's favourite was NIall, Niall was the best father in the world he played with Grayson and made him laugh and it was so sweet. Already at one month the bond between Grayson and NIall was strong, stronger than the bond between Harry and Grayson would ever be. i think Harry was starting to see this, he seemed to care but not enough to do anythign about it he didn't realise just how much work it would to look after a baby.  i think it hurt the most when it was time for me and Harry to write the birth ceritifcate

birthday : 3rd October 

Father :harry styles

Mother : Ava Styles

it was false information, i felt that my kid was false because whatever happens in life the thing that was true was where you came from your birth certificate. From the second Grayson was born his life was a lie. 

one day when Grayson was about 2 months old it was drawing near to christmas, i'd been married to Harry for just over a year now and it felt like a lifetime i'd been trapped inside these walls. the only thing that has made it worthwhile is Grayson for my 17th birthday Harry organised this huge party ofcourse the same guests came but i was really happy just sitting in the kitchen with Niall and Zayn while they prepared food, noone seemed to notice i was gone. one day when Grayson was 2 months we were sitting by the dinner table eating dinner. Zayn and Niall were serving while they were picking up the dishes i asked a question to everyone. 

'Guys, there was this really odd thing i saw when i was at the supermarket buying nappies for Grayson,' 

'What was it?' Harry asked

'Well you know how boys get matched at 18, girls at 16 yeah? well there was this boy that had a badge that said it's my 17th birthday yet he was holding hands with a girl who was about 17 also and they had matching rings  they were matched,' 

'Sometimes thats happens. sometimes if there are too many boys in the 18 year old age group compared to the girls in the 16 year old age group they change the age of your matching, it happens rarely,' NIall replied

when he said this Harry and Zayn exchanged nervous glances, i saw the fright in their eyes and Zayn gulped. i had a feeling it was to do with Zayn's secret, i had so many clues but nothing was unraveling. 

when they came back to serve deserts i asked Zayn a question.

'Zayn you are almost 18! when are you getting matched?' i asked

he looked nervous when i asked this question and he furrowed his eyebrows.

'There's been an error, a complication i got a letter in the post yesterday,' Zayn said