chapter 17 <3

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Niall was being slightly odd lately and i knew why, i heard the conversation Harry had with Niall i told Niall it was all bullshit hopefully he would believe me. 

it was getting closer and closer to my due date and i kept thinking i wasn't ready for it. Harry, to my dismay agreed with the fact i knew nothing about caring for a baby so got me 'training' the trainee tutored me every monday, wednesday and friday for an hour in the evenings to get me prepared for the baby. The trainee annoyed the shit out of me, she was so strict and talked to me as if i was a five-year old kid. she told me off everytime i accidently rolled my eyes but i am sorry rolling eyes is a relflex to bullshit. To make these hours any worse the trainee came when Harry was home so Harry would sit there while i got tutored. pressure much? i did everything so badly when he was watching he put so much pressure on me and he would insult me so badly if i did something wrong. his words cut like knives and sometimes i felt like crying. 

I was so what prepared by the time it was 2 weeks before my due date, i was excited and nervous at the same time. Harry was getting excited and impatient aswell.

'Oh cant the baby just pop out now??' Harry would whine

'Harry dear, we have waited 9 months i think we can wait another couple of weeks,'

Zayn told me that he got a letter through the post and it confirmed the date of the matching, his 18th birthday would be in about 3 months i know this exactly because it was his 17th birthday which me and Niall consumed the baby. You see the matching had to be on the 16th birthday of the woman in the matching and not the 18th birthday of the man, that is why i got matched when i was  exactly 16 and Harry had been 18 for a few months. Zayn's matching would be in ages it would be nearer his 19th birthday then his 18th. he seemed quite happy about that and didn't seem to care.

'I will be able to enjoy the single life for much longer,' he beamed

Niall had ages aswell, i hadn't really thought about his matching, just thinking about it made me angry i know i was married but the idea of another girl having to love Niall made my fists clench. i understood Niall's feelings when i got matched with Harry. 

Harry was still so harsh on Niall when it came to work, but Niall did his work so perfectly that Harry found it hard to fault it and it was hard for him to complain about something aswell but Harry had to complain about something even though he secretly loved Niall's work. he would say 

'This floor is TOO shiny,' 

'This cake is TOO sweet,' 

even when he said this he would still lick the plate clean which didn't really support his argument. me and Niall would laugh about it afterwards at how absurd it was. Harry would complain about the food while licking it till it was completly empty. 

Fortunatly because i spent the days with Niall, Niall was there when the baby first kicked. he deserved to experiance these things because he was the father. but not to make Harry jealous or feel bad that he wasn't there i pretended that the first kick was when Harry was at home. 

one day about 10 days before my due date me and Harry sat down for dinner, it was always just us 2. i hated how he never invited Niall or Zayn to eat with us because they would be much more nourished here then the rations they get back in their homes. i felt so sorry for them they spent all day preparing these delicious foods but they didn't get to eat it themselves it must have been torture to know that their family is starving but these two people are eating so much as much to feed two families back from where i came from. This is why i never wasted any food because it would be horrible for Zayn and NIall to put it into the trash. sometimes i would sneakily give Zayn and Niall the salad bowl or the extra pasta to take home even though i wasn't allowed to.

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