My Everything, Truly (Ariana Grande and Justin Bieber)

Part 15: The Phone Call

I love you?

I stay quiet. I could feel Justins chest rise everytime he inhales and exhales. I could also feel and hear his heart thumping. "Is something wrong?" He says while letting me go. He looks at me in my eyes. I slightly glare at him.

"Why should there be?" I respond.

"Im just saying. You all of a sudden froze when I said I love you." He explains. My face turns puzzled. Fake puzzling :).

"Nope." I said before wrapping my arms around his torso. I really didn't know if I loved him yet. And what if I tell him and I'm not sure, and he gets starts anticipating other things. I can't give him those other things. If you know what I mean. I can't imagine myself and him to be honest with y'all. So instead I just kiss his cheek. I feel bad though. So I kiss half of his lips. He stares at me with a confused look.

"Anyways." He said turning, heading back to the studio. I follow. He took out a big binder and started skimming through it. I just stand their watching. It was so quiet. He picked up the binder and rammed it in the garbage can. "What? Don't you need that?" I say taking the damaged binder out of the garbage can. He shakes his head. Without saying a word. His back is turned at me. I start skimming through the pages. Surprisingly the whole thing was songs that he "planned" to sing with me. I glare at the binder then back at Justin. I shake my head and roll my eyes. He places his headphones over his head and plays music. Loud music. I could hear it all the way over here.

"Justin." I call out. Nothing. Justin just sat there bobbing his head. "JUSTIN!" I call out louder with the binder still in my hands. As I predicted Justin never turned. I walk up in front of him and hold the binder out so he can see it. He shrugged. He turned his turnable chair. It was obvious he was ignoring me at this point. I hastily walk up to him again. He turns with a smirk. Really. I wonder why. Oh. I "forgot" to say I love you. Oml. I tap on his shoulder. With no intentions of succeeding. He shrugs again. I can't let this happen. He has to hear me. Something caught my eye, the headphone cord connected to his iPhone 6. I grin and walk up to it and as you all are guessing, I unplugged it.
He turns quickly. "What in the Earths deepest hell??" He says. "My favorite part was about to come up." He reclaims.

"Well you're gonna have to hear this part coming up next." I say pointing to my mouth. He rolls his eyes.

"Here we go." He comments.

"Whats wrong?" I ask. It took him a while to think about what he was gonna say.

"I don't know. You tell me." He says.

"Is it cause of earlier. Of the I love you thing." I suggest. He only stares at the wall. "Justin? Is it?" I ask. Im guessing that silentness meant a yes. "Look. Justin, I just wasn't sure. What if-"

"Really? Wasn't sure? Please Ariana, don't make me laugh. You only love rapists." He says sarcastically. I glare at him. My blood rises to my face. At this point words refuse to slip out of my mouth. I just walk out to the kitchen. I shove my face in the palms of my hands. I wanted to cry so bad but crying was not going to solve anything, it just makes the situation worst. As I'm processing every single letter that came out of Justins stupid mouth I hear his phone ring. He picks up. "Hey Kiara." Justin said from the studio. Kiara? According to my brain Kiara is a girls name. No. Please. I could barely hear him speaking because he was a little far away. "I'm great and you?" I could hear Justin say. "Yeah I remember." He said laughing. "It was really fun."

Fun?

I wanted to call Justin to come out. And ask him so many questions. But I didnt want to let him know that I was jealous. They spoke for about 5 minutes.
"Yeah, come by anytime Kiara. You already know where my place is at right?" He said. My face is about to explode into a zillion pieces. They laugh I'm guessing. Justin starts using his sexy voice.

"Yeah, yeah. Anytime babygirl. Love ya. Byee." He hangs up after that pointless statement (for me). Love ya? Babygirl? This can't be happening. He has someone else. It finally got to me and I begin sobbing as I run out the door and run into the elevator wall, throwing myself to the ground. I sob in my
hands. As I see the elevator hitting the 3rd floor I get up and wipe my wet cheeks with my sleeve. The elevator finally opened on the apartments lobby. As I walk out people stare at me like I'm some sort of serial killer. I guess it was because of my red eyes from crying. I could feel my red blood cells throbbing on my face and cheeks. I didnt have my car here to comfort me. I decide to walk and as I was finishing my first 100 meters I couldn't. Its too hot. I stop and take a deep breath. I start walking slowly again and guess what, Justin pulls up along the side walk. All I thought about was running. So I do it. I start running, but then I realize Im not outrunning him so I stop. As I pant and fan myself simultaneously, Justin stops and gets out of the car and I see him coming towards me. He dosen't say anything and just tries to hold me in his arms. "STOP! Dont you dare touch me. After what you did to me I dont wanna see your stupid face." I say pushing him away hard.

"You mean what you did to yourself?" He says glaring at me.

"How do you dare blame it on me." I say. "When it's all you."

"Im not blaming it on you. And anyways why do you care so much about Kiara and me? Apparently you dont care about the thing going on between us." He says.

"Dont care? Justin im trying so hard to find a place for you in my heart and you just ruin it."

"Well try harder." I glare when he said that. My heart pumps harder. At this point my mouth is retaining a billion curse words, but only two mustered up the nerve to come out. I got closer to him.

"Fuck. You." I say in his face. He grabs my waist hard enough to the point I can't even feel it anymore. Without any warning he ramms his lips onto mine. Wtf? I push him so hard off of me that he falls onto the grass.

"I don't want you near me. You hear me! You can go fuck yourself becuase I dont give a fuck about you anymore. And I hope that you have a great time with that slut becuase thats all you like but guess what I'm not so im out. Bye." I reclaim pointing my finger constantly at him while he was still on the floor. I speed walk away and when I turn for 4.356 seconds I saw Justin shocked on the floor, his eyes wide focusing on me and his mouth dropped to the floor. I felt a series of mixed emotions. So, if it really bothered me that Justin spoke with another girl, does that mean I feel something for him like "love"? Who knows. Wait. Julie must know. I take my phone out and dial Juliebears phone number.

*ringing*

Julie- Hi girlie

Ariana- Hey

Julie- Why does it sound like you're dying?

Ariana- Main st.

Julie- ohh. That street is long. Want me to pick you up? Its like 1000 degrees outside.

Ariana- yeah. Sure and I also need to talk to you.

Julie- kayy great, see you in a bit.

Ariana- mkay bye.

Julie- no wait.

Ariana- yes?

Julie- Theo has been calling and stopping by our apartment. He insists on seeing you. Idk what to do now.

Ariana- If its about that stupid rapist I dont want to know anything. Kay? Bye. See you in a bit.

Julie- mkayyy

*hangs up*

A million thoughts of Justin race through my mind.

Why? Why did I hesitate on telling him I loved him?