Destiny's Game (On-Hold)

Chapter 22

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Aryn's POV

The cold wind is touching my cheek while the gentle wind is blowing through my hair. I think, it will never be the same again. I tried to be funny and act like nothing happen in front of him but no matter how hard I try to act normal, it will never change the fact that he kissed me.

This may sound crazy but, it hurts when you dreamed that your first kiss will be like those in romance movies and novels that you keep on watching and reading over and over again. It is when you are under the darkest night with meteor showers or in a green house full of roses and tulips while having your candle lit dinner.

How I dreamed it to be a fairytale-like first kiss but it never happened.

I always dream it to be something special that I will surely treasure in my memory forever but it didn't goes that way.

"Are you hungry?" doon na ako bumalik sa realidad at saka ko itinigil ang aking pag e-english. Nakakadugo kaya ng ilong.

"Hindi naman." Saka ko nalang ulit itinuon ang aking pansin sa napakagagandang bundok na nadaraanan namin.

Pauwi na kasi kami galing Baguio ngayon dahil bukas na ang Skills Olympics.

"But you only ate cereals a while ago." Oo nga naman. Cereals lang kinain ko kaninang umaga at ngayon hindi pa ako nagugutom eh mag aala-una na ng hapon. Napakalaking himala yata nito at hindi nagwawala ang mga bulate ko sa tiyan?

"hindi pa ako gutom." Sabi ko sabay lagay ng earphones ko sa aking tenga.

'I don't care what they say..

I'm inlove with you..'

Kung mamalasin ka nga naman oh. Bakit 'Bleeding Love' pa yung music ko.

Pero ito yung nararamdaman ko ngayon. Pakiramdam ko'y nagdurugo yung puso ko.

Kaninang may tumawag sa kanya habang kumakain kami sa lobby ng hotel, parang biglang umilaw iyong mga mata niya. Parang biglang nagliwanag ang aura niya. Ang sakit dahil iniwan niya lang akong mag-isa kanina habang kumakain pero ano bang magagawa ko? Wala naman akong karapatan dahil di hamak na friend-slash-alalay niya lang ako.

Napaka-assuming ko naman kung sasabihin kong may gusto siya sa akin. Ibang-iba kasi yung kilos niya, pero baka ganun lang talaga niya i-express ng pagiging friendly niya. Baka ako lang itong nag bibigay ng motibo na merong something sa amin to the fact na there's nothing naman pala.

I like.... No scratch that.... I love him hindi dahil gwapo siya at mayaman. I love him because he always makes me feel that I am special. That no one should take me for granted.

Yes, you read it right. I love him. I already had fallen for him. I confess that I always get fallen easily but once I fall, I will never move on that easy.

I keep on telling my mind that I should stop assuming and loving him but my heart just don't listen. My heart has its own life to beat for him. Just for him.

Kung sana pareho lang kami ng nararamdaman, kung sana mahal niya din ako tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya, edi sana hindi ako nage-emote dito ngayon.

Nakakainis! Bakit ba sobrang drama ng buhay ko simula nang dumating siya.!

Yrjo's POV

I am wondering what is running on Aryn's mind right now.

I don't know but I felt a change on her mood this day.

Since I get back in our table when Elle called a while ago, she became very cold and distant.

I ask her if she's hungry but she told me she's not, then she turned her back from me and put her earphones on. It's like 'what the hell was that?'

I had this dream when were in the hotel.

In my dreams I'm kissing her. Her lips were so soft, just like cotton that is touching my lips. It was very realistic and it feels so good.

As I stare at her in the rear view mirror, I feel amaze. She looks so delicate but she is strong to handle herself. I can't afford that someone might hurt her. I want to protect her from anyone. I want to be her shield in every battle that she have.

I nodded.

What am I thinking?!

I have a girlfriend; she should be the one that I'm protecting.

But.....

My head told me to keep distance from her but my heart told me otherwise.

What will I do?

Will I follow my head that told me I have a girlfriend left behind?

Or

Will I obey my heart that told me Aryn is whom I love?

I am so confused right now..

I need to check first whether I have a 'Better head or a healthy heart?'