Find Me (Bellarke's fanfic)

11. Confessions

BELLAMY

"I'm telling you we need to head back and bring the others", I insisted to Lexa for the hundredth time.

Lexa, Monty, the creepy guy I had learned was called Alden and myself had been walking to the opposite direction of the camp for a while, trying to find where the Nero Tribe was.

Lexa rolled her eyes. "That'll just make us waste more time."

"Yeah and being just the four of us against some crazy indians we don't know anything about it's the smarter thing to do!" I said waving my hands in the air angrily.

She exhaled deeply. "You are the one who doesn't know anything, I'm pretty clear about how they work.", she said giving me a death look.

I was surprised for a moment. "You are? How?"

"That's....none of your business", she answered me avoiding eye contact.

"We're trying to save Clarke, of course it's my damn business", I told her. I needed to have as much information about those people as I could. And if she wasn't going to tell me by her own will I could use other ways to find everything out.

She rolled her eyes. "Must you be always so snappy? It's getting annoying".

She was calling me annoying? I swore to god there wouldn't be long until I punched her in the face. How infuriating.

"I don't know. Must you be always a bitch? Cause that I can tell it's annoying", I said between clenched teeth.

Lexa turned around and pulling her knife out of its shelf pressed it against my throat and kept her eyes locked on mine.

"Space boy. You think you know everything but guess what? Without my help you're all dead. Including Clarke", she raised her voice. "So I recommend you keep that pretty mouth of yours shut".

My body tensed and I gripped her arm with my hand as hard as I could, making her let go of the knife.

Stupid Lexa. I could totally find Clarke on my own, having her helping us was a stupid idea. I should just kick her ass and go bring my people.

I gave her a hateful look and with a harsh movement I let go of her hand, exhaling deeply. She raised an eyebrow and narrowed her eyes at me, but didn't say with anything.

We both were pretty annoyed by everything. And I was too worried about Clarke.

Why the hell do they had to kidnap her? God knows what had she been through. I couldn't wait till the moment I'd found her and bring her back to the camp; she shouldn't have left in the first place. We would have avoided this whole situation! And she would've been in my arms by then.

Damn it, Clarke.

"Um, guys?", Monty asked from behind.

Both Lexa and I turned to him and yelled, "What?!"

Monty gave us an awkward look. "Wow, could you both calm down?? You're too sensitive," he rolled his eyes.

Both Lexa and I looked at him in surprise.

He froze for a second and then cleared his throat uncomfortably. "Um, I mean, can you guys-um, don't yell at me or something?."

Alden rolled his eyes and started walking past Monty as if what he said was completely stupid. Lexa went along with him.

I let out a deep sigh. "What do you want Monty?" I finally asked him.

He scratched the back of his head nervously. "I was just gonna say that if we want to go back we should do it before dark".