What Did I See?

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Sorry this poem is kind of random! XD It's about my ex who I used to be really in love with after we split for 2 years. Now I'm finally starting to see how much of a weirdo he is and how I have to move on because he isn't worth all the trouble. It's not as serious as my other poems. Enjoy!

What did I see?

His voice is so weird

He and his friends are idiots

Into what direction had I steered?

Why did it have to be this?

I fell for a fool

An immature yet amazing kid

I guess since there was no rule

My hidden feelings had slid

And when we became two

I was happier than i'd ever felt

I loved him, he loved me too

His smile made me melt

But the one day came

When our doubts were too much

We broke apart, it was like a hurricane

All the tears and cries and such.

For days I wasn't the same

And the days turned into weeks

For complete years I felt pain

I only wanted you with me.

And though the years were long

I now finally see

That all along

You were just a cute but stupid freak.

Look at you, I just don't even know

Why do I like your quirks?

You took care for me and helped me at my lows

But why are you and your friends always creepy jerks?

I fell for the greater side of you

And I admit, I'm a weirdo too

But you only changed things for worse

All because of misunderstandings and a curse.

Everytime I think of you,

I'm still struck with disbelief.

He was mine and I was his?

It hits me like an ache of teeth.

I remember I loved you so much

I just never really knew the other you

Still when I see you, I feel a rush

Atleast it's dimming towards you.

You're only just some guy

I'll try to forget the pain

It was really for no reason right

Someone soon will make me feel the same.

So thanks for your care

The great times that we shared

But I really can't help but think

Really, in you what did I see?

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