Even though the years have passed
I think of times that never last
The moments that we shared
Memories that can't compare
And the truth is, I'm not over you
It's something that I'll never do
You were my first love, my sweetheart
It still pains me to this day that we're apart
Sometimes I think I've forgotten
But one trigger can spoil things rotten
One thought can spill all the tears
The heavy ones I've been feigning for years
What if I hurt you, my dear?
Our story never became clear
Those few words I said destroyed us
Though I loved you more than myself I caused a fuss
It was all my fault I lost you
What kills me inside is what I can't undo
I'd show you the scars left from this
But hearing my name would make you hiss
And despite this, you make me smile
Though its for no reason worthwhile.
All your memory gives is pain
Like a melancholic yet joyful rain
And I think of that "I love you" you said
The very thing that makes me wish I were dead
For you lied, my sweet liar
If you loved me I wouldn't be left in this fire
