Sleepless Nights (RinHaru)

No Way..

"You're jealous, Rin! Admit it!" Nagisa exclaimed.
"I'm not.. Just drop it.." Rin muttered as he shoved a few shirts into his suitcase.
"Well, it's obvious you have some feelings for Haru.. If not more.." Rei stated.
"Why are you guys even here? Shouldn't you be somewhere? Like making out or something?" He rolled his eyes, angrily glaring at the two.
"Makoto wanted to know if you were okay.." Rei replied, adjusting his glasses ever so slightly.
"Tell him I'm fine.. Now get out, I need to finish packing.." He clutched one of his shoes in his hand, if it were a balloon it probably would've popped.
Nagisa pouted. "Why are you so angry all of a sudden? Is it because of Ha-"
"No, it's not because of him. I'm fine. Absolutely fine! Just leave me alone already!" Rin snapped.
"Nagisa, let's go.. It's better to leave him be when he's jealous.." Rei practically dragged the other out.
"I'm. Not. Jealous!" Rin threw the shoe, hitting the door frame.

'I'm not jealous.. Why can't they get it through their heads? I swear! Making dumb conclusions like that..' He thought, going to pick up the shoe. 'I could out swim that brunette ass any day! Wait.. What? All I know, is that I'm not jealous.. I swear!'

Rin finished packing, wheeling his suit case over to the door.
He then took out his phone, texting Souske.

Rin: Hey..
Souske: What's up Matsuoka?
Rin: Just finished packing for Australia.. Not feeling as stoked as I should be :/
Souske: Huh.. You feelin okay?
Rin: Yeah, fine.. Why?
Souske: Niitori told me you weren't actin like yourself..
Rin: Ugh.. Why the hell is everybody constantly saying that??
Rin: I'm fine.. Just not that.. I dunno.. Excited?
Souske: maybe you're depressed..?
Rin: ......
Rin: Fml.. Bye Souske..

Rin rolled his eyes for what felt like the hundredth time that day.
"I'm not depressed... Maybe I am? Whatever.. Don't care.." He mumbled to himself, leaning against the wall.

'Maybe.. I've been saying that a lot lately..' He thought. 'Maybe I'm depressed.. Maybe I'm jealous.. Maybe I'm in love with Haru.. Maybe I want to beat up Makoto.. Maybe-'

His thoughts were cut off by a knock at the door.
"Riiiiin! Big Brother!!"
Great.. Gou..

"Rin's not here!" He called.

"Who is this then?" She called back.

"The monster that lives under your bed!"
"What? Rin let me in!!"

Rin let out a small laugh, unlocking the door, only to get tackle hugged by his younger sister.

"I'm gonna miss you, big brother!!" Gou whined.

"Gou, I'm gonna be gone for a week and a half!" He couldn't help but chuckle yet again.

"I know! That's too long!"

"Oh, quit whining.. I'll call you.." Rin rolled his eyes.

"You say that now, but you won't even pick up your phone when you're there!" She pouted.

"I promise I will.. And if I break the promise.. I'll have to.. Um..-"

"Tell Haru how much you love him?"

"What?"

"Tell Haru how much you love him.. Everyone knows it.. The way you look at him, the way you act when you're around him.. You love him.. You just don't know how to express your feelings, so you always use anger.." She stated on a soft tone.

".....I.. I suppose so.." His face was bright red at this point. "I gotta finish packing, Gou.."

"Alright, big brother! Talk to ya later!!" She pranced out of the door, leaving Rin to close it behind her.

'...Maybe I am in love with Haru.. So what? Nagisa and Rei are probably together.. There's one thing I do no.. I'm not jealous of that backstroking brunette..' He thought, sitting on the couch. 'No way.. Not at all..'