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Finally Becca can come home!
Everyone knows I like Becca except Becca which is weird. Apparently, well according to the lads it's really obvious so I wonder why Becca hasn't noticed. It's hard for me because everyone is in a relationship except me and Becca. Even Lily is in a relationship! She's dating Josh Devine our drummer and well let's just say they took a quick start into a relationship, because they only bumped into each other before Lily came to the hospital, but saying that everyone has kind of gone into a fast relationship except me and Becca. Anyway back to Becca, she's literally the girl of my dreams and doesn't take life too seriously. Em even privately told me she was checking out my ass like woah! Strangely after she straightened Harry's hair a week ago she wants to straighten it again. Her personality is amazing and she doesn't take life to seriously which is the best thing ever. When we left the hospital I took Becca home and I put on a dvd and it just so happened to be Twilight. It's strange because it reminds me of Becca and me. Her mum said I can stay over which was really nice of her. It's practically my second home over here because when Niall comes off tour he always comes here and I end up here most of the time when I'm not doing things for charity and stuff. I don't think she realised but I noticed the one direction necklace she was wearing and I think that it is more than likely a present from Niall as he mentioned he forgot that it was his mums birthday a couple of months ago. Haha I've done that before but it was for Liam's birthday so I just pranked him instead of giving him a present. After 25 minutes I was laid on Becca's bed with her watching Twilight and it was just so peaceful. Becca was laid on my chest and her eyes were closed. I didn't even realise she was asleep because this all felt so natural. It was getting to the bit where Bella found out Edward was a vampire and then I couldn't stop thinking about the first time I met Becca. Her hair fell perfectly past her shoulders and her bright blue eyes sparking which she protested that she hated. This girl is amazing, but the I can't stop thinking about why she ended up in hospital. It was all my fault. If I didn't ask her what her biggest secret was, she probably wouldn't of collapsed and ended up having another fit when she was in hospital. Now I come to think of it why would Becca ever like a guy like me? I'm the one who made all this stuff happen to her and I couldn't do anything except sit next to her and wait. I'm terrible. I hope one day she will find it in her heart to forgive me because believe me, I would never be able to live with myself if she couldn't ever forgive me. I don't even know what I'd do with myself. How did I live all these years without ever bumping into her? My life would of been so much better. Woah!! I've just realised I've been in Becca's room for an hour and a half doing nothing except watching twilight and thinking about my life without Becca. As I started to move Becca started to stir in her sleep.
She looks so peaceful and I don't really want to disturb her even though I really want to admit my feelings to her. 5 more minutes and I'm going to move and go see what Niall is doing because I guarantee he is attempting to make his team better on Fifa.
*6 minutes later*
Okay it's better 5 minutes, well actually it's been 6. I started to move slowly and I placed her head on her pillow trying not to strain her neck or pull her hair at the same time. As I sat up Becca started shuffling about.
"Louis?" She whispered
"I'm here love, what's up?" I asked.
"Where are you going?" She questioned
"To whoop Niall's ass on Fifa" I replied
"Please don't leave me" she said back.
My heart started beating faster than it's ever beaten before in my whole entire life. The girl I'm in love with, yeah that's right, I'm in love with her, she asked me to stay with her. Does she actually have feelings for me too? Could this mean I could be the luckiest guy in the world? Does she actually forgive me for everything that happened? I have about 1,001 question running around my mind at this moment but the main one is... Could this be the start of something amazing?
"I will never leave you when you want me, don't worry I'm always here for you, you need to get some sleep, I'll be here when you wake up" I whispered.
Just then I laid back down and Becca carefully placed her head back onto my chest. Then I felt her hand near mine. She took my hand in hers and at that moment our fingers intwined.
This is the first time I've held her mans and may I say well... It feels perfect and there is nobody i would actually rather be with right now. I can't believe I've never held her hand when I get feelings like this. I have butterflies in my belly but I don't care. I don't ever want this moment to end and when it does I want there to be thousands of more moments like this in our future because I'm never letting this girl leave me. I've found the girl I've been dreaming of for ages and now I'm not giving up on her. The one thing I don't quite know it how she could of been so close and I never noticed before. I guess it's just how everything was supposed to be.
"Becca...?" I said quietly.
"Yes Lou?" She said faintly.
"I love you" I whispered in her ear.
"I love you too Louis, goodnight..."!

A/N
This is carroty But I don't care.
Me and Louis👑cute right?
Haha this chapter is really long because I'm really bored and am making up for not updating while I was in holiday💖hope you like this!!!!

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