Louis' pov:

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What am I supposed to do?
Why would they do this?
How am I going to cope?
Who shot her?

Thoughts were running through my mind. I planned my whole life with becca. We were going to have two children, a puppy, having matching outfits, and a huge fairytale wedding. I was going to be her Prince Charming and she would be my Cinderella. Niall would be my best man. Harry, Liam, zayn, Ashton, Luke, Calum and Michael would be the 7 dwarfs. Becca would walk through a wardrobe door like going into narnia before walking down the aisle to meet me. Becca told me she's always wanted a fairytale wedding since she was 6. We had everything planned and now this could be the end. The end of my happiness. The end of my life, well... Not literally but the only life I saw was me with her and now...well...you know what I mean.
How could everything be amazing and then terrible within the space of a few minutes?
Lilly has gone to visit her parents and zayn pikachu, Harry and klaudia all went to Australia to see the 5 seconds of summer boys perform at one of their own concerts and have a catch up since we haven't seen them in ages. That leaves me, Niall and Mahrukh, and becca obviously but she's just lying there. She needs to wake up later today or they're cutting every single machine off that is helping her carry on living. How could they do that? Just let her die if she doesn't respond? Murder! I can't stop thinking about what my wedding day would look like. The aisle, decorations, costumes, it would just be an incredible day to remember. I can picture it. Becca in her gorgeous princess-like white dress coming towards me with a huge smile on her face. Truth be told, I have the ring that I'm going to propose to becca from when she wakes up...if she wakes up. It's a family air-loom, it was the ring my great grandad had used to propose to my great grandma. My great grandma passed it on to her son, my grandad and then my proposed to my grandma and my mum is already married so she had it a few years and gave it to be a couple of weeks ago so that when I was ready I could propose. In her words she said " Louis, I'm giving you this because I feel like you will need it soon, it's an engagement ring and it's been in our family for years, I want you to give this to a girl you feel like spending your whole life with, a girl you truly love, and I know that's becca". If only all of this didn't happen. I blame myself for all of this, like, if I just believed Liam then we would of drove away, becca wouldn't of been able to take that bullet, for me! We would of got as far away as possible and carried on with our lives instead of being stuck here in hospital, yet again. I swear, when I find out who did this I will kill them. I don't care who they are or why they did it! This could ruin my life and for that, they will suffer!!

A/N
Thank you so much for over 1k reads!!! Omg!!! 2 chapters left until the end! I've loved writing this and hopefully you've  liked reading it! Btw, happy new year! 2016 now, wow! Argh! Don't be a silent reader, please comment what you think!
-becca💕💕

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