One Step Closer

5

Kankri watched his soulmate from a distance. He didn't think he had a chance with him. So many girls obsessed over him that even if he went to one of his concerts, he would probably be a face in the crowd. He was a ordinary boy, and he was a music sensation. He didn't think he had a chance, so he even didn't bother. He just lived his life as a school boy. A school boy who cared too much about not offending anyone. A school boy who was seen as annoying. A school boy who didn't have many friends. A school boy who was picked on. A school boy who was hated. A school boy who was in love with a pop star. A school boy who was all alone. A school boy whose name was Kankri.

Cronus didn't find the one he loved. At every concert he scanned the crowd looking for the boy he couldn't stop thinking about. Even if they never met. He sung songs about knowing you love someone but not being able to met them. And songs about the perfect person. All songs about Kankri. Kankri didn't know that.

Kankri thought he wouldn't be loved by the one who was the most special to him.
Cronus though he would never find the one who he sang about, who he dreamed about.

Cronus died wishing he met him.
Kankri died young and alone.
They both died wishing they had each other.

So they didn't met in this life. Maybe the next? Hopefully so, Kankri is hurting without someone to comfort him and tell that he is loved. To tell him he isn't no body and that he isn't worthless. To tell him he is special. If not he would die over and over, physically and emotionally. They will meet. They have to.