Falling again (sequel to NGLS)

12.) why me?

Nash's pov-

I open the door and Taylor is on the other side. I wanted to close the door but instead I let him in.

"What's up?" I said nicely. "How's Bria?" He said and I took a deep breath."

"I don't know, they won't tell me." I said and he ran his hand through his hair.

"Um I I got to go." He said and left. "Well that wasn't strange at all." I said to myself.

I took out my phone and I had a few missed calls from Jack and Cam.

I didn't want to talk to anyone anymore. Well at least for right now.

I went on Twitter and Instagram. Then I went on vine and made a few.

I wanted to get the whole Bria thing off my mind.

Jacks pov-

"I called Nash but he didn't answer." I said to Cam as we sat in hospital chairs.

"Same here." He said putting his phone to his ear. We need to speak to Nash because something went wrong with Bria's operation.

"He won't answer." Cam said. "Go pick him up but don't tell him about Bria yet." I said and Cam nodded then left.

I got up and went into Bria's room. There were nurses in there so I asked if I could have a few minutes alone.

They left and I pulled up a chair. "Hey baby girl." I said grabbing her ice cold hand.

I kissed it and rubbed it between my hands. "You know I love you right?" I said.

She wasn't in a coma but she couldn't really move. I saw a faint smile and she gripped my hand tighter.

I kissed her on the cheek and left. I waited a few more minutes before Nash and Cam came back.

"What's wrong?" He said rushing over to me. "Um they might have to amputate on one of Bria's legs." I said.

"Is that all?" He asked. "Cam why don't you tell him the rest." I said.

"Um she has a collapsed lung." He said patting Nash on the back.

"We're all going to get through this though. We know she'll make it. She's strong." I reassured him.

He went into see her and he smiled. He hugged her and then he looked like he was going to cry.

I felt bad for Bria. Now she might only have one working leg and lung. But I knew she would make it through this. She always does.

The nurses said visiting hours were over and we needed to leave. Nash and cam went back to their place and I went to mine.

I got out paper and a pen. I decided to write Bria a song that Jack J and I could perform.

It needed to be perfect. Like her.

Bria's pov-

My leg hurts so bad. I sat up and I still couldn't move one of them. It was so frustrating that I started to cry.

I know I know, I'm a wimp. I just really miss my legs being able to function. But on the bright side, my other one works!

I lay back down and try to fall asleep but I keep having this nightmare.

I think Matt was injecting something into my iv bag. It was a really weird dream.

I finally fell asleep but then I quickly woke up. A doctor was moving me out of the room.

The doctor took me outside and put me in a van. This was getting really weird and I soon realized that the doctor wasn't a doctor.

It was Matt and then Calum appeared. What the heck!!

They drove off and I was getting really scared because they both seem to hate me for some reason.

We ended up in this weird building and I pretended to be asleep when they looked.

They "woke" me up by slapping me and pulling down their masks. I could barely talk so this was going to be hard.

"Hey Bria. Remember us?" Matt said and I slowly shook my head. "I didn't hear you!" Matt said a little louder grabbing my face.

I managed to make out a faint "yes." But I guess they didn't like it because they both slapped me.

Matt kissed me and I wanted to throw up. That's what he tasted like. Calum on the other hand, he tasted like Mangos.

And his lips were soft.

What am I saying! Calum is disgusting! Why me? What did I ever do to them?

If anything, the gave me more scars emotionally and physically then I did them.

I just wonder why everyone hates me.

A:/n the hair in the pic is my hair! I dyed it purple!!
So school starts in a week and a half and I don't want to go back!! Qotd- when do you go back to school. My dog was laying with me before but then she left😩 story of my life. Love ya💕💕