Falling again (sequel to NGLS)

10.) lonely

A few days later...

Bria-

Jack just got to the airport. He was really leaving. It seems like everyone has been leaving lately.

I don't even remember the last time I saw Shawn, Taylor, or Aaron.

I felt so empty.

I was in my room because I made Hayes carry me since he made me sleep on the chair.

I was just thinking of how life was changing and moving so fast. I wish I had the power to stop time and go back.

Sadly, I don't so that won't ever happen. I guess I'm just really depressed.

I've been really sad lately and my legs and the tumor have just been adding to the sadness.

Honestly I'm so tired with life and it's unexpected turns. No one was home right now.

This was my chance. I could actually end it. I could be done with all of this.

I got into my wheelchair and went to the bathroom. I locked the door and opened the cabinet.

I took out a razor and some pills. All different kind of pills to be exact.

I stared at the scars Calum gave me. At the time I didn't like it but now thinking back on it, I loved it.

This probably sounds creepy but, I loved how Calum actually made me realize who I really am.

I looked at the razor. I had been 4 years clean but it was just so tempting.

I decided to cut my leg since I couldn't feel anything. It stung and there was a lot of blood.

I cleaned it up and continued on my other leg. Then I got the pills. I stared at the bottle.

5 in one shot could kill me. So guess how many I took. I took 7. I really just wanted to be gone.

I stayed in the locked bathroom so no one could find or help me. I didn't start to feel the effects until 15 minutes later.

I filled the bathtub up and sat in it. I slowly started to drift away. It got darker and darker and darker until finally, it was pitch black.

This is just what I needed. No distractions. No disappointments. And most importantly, no life.

An hour later

Cams pov-

Nash, Shawn, Aaron, Charter and I walked into the house.

I called for Bria but she didn't answer. I didn't think much of it. We were talking for a bit and we were making vines and stuff.

I went to go check on Bria but her door was locked. She was probably sleeping.

I went to go use the bathroom but that door was locked also. So I got the key and opened it.

"NASH!" I yelled and he came upstairs. "What?" He asked but then he saw her.

Bria was in a bloody bathtub and her eyes were closed. "SOMEONE CALL NINE ONE ONE!" Nash yelled and I ran over to her.

I pulled her out of the water and she didn't move. I saw the bloody blade and the pill bottle.

It said 5 could kill you. I don't know how many Bria took, but it was enough to knock her out.

"Why?" Nash said to Bria checking for a pulse. Minutes later an ambulance arrived and they took her.

"Why would she do that?" Nash asked me and I just sat there. "I don't know." I said truthfully.

I thought Bria was happy and fine, I wouldn't ever expect her to do something like this...again.

We got in my car and drove to the hospital in silence. When we got there we saw Bria on the gurney (or whatever it is) and she was being rushed somewhere.

We sat in the waiting room and Nash was pacing. He would occasionally sit down and then he would go to the front desk asking if Bria was in a room yet.

I sat there and looked at everyone who was in the room. There was a lady with two kids. One was a teen and the other was about 5.

Then there was an old couple and some other people. I looked through some magazines and I couldn't focus.

Nash went up to the desk for the 1,oooth time and she gave him the room number.

Nash told me and we started walking. We looked at every room until we found the one Bria was in.

She had a tube going in her nose and Nash looked like he was angry and sad.

He left the room and I followed him. He went outside and took out his phone then dialed a number.

He started to talk angrily and I walked back to Bria's room. I saw a doctor in there talking to a nurse and I asked him if Bria would be okay.

"I'm not so sure she'll make it but, uh hold on I have to take this." The doctor said and left the room.

I sat in the chair that was by the door. I looked at Bria and couldn't believe that she was so unhappy but she made everyone believe she was the happiest person alive.

The doctor came back in and told me he needed to see me and Nash to deliver this news.

This can't be good.

I went to go get Nash and he was just about to come back inside. "The doctor needs to see the both of us." I said and we walked back to the room.

We walked in and the doctor was looking over some files. "Ah. Nash Grier. I have some news for you and your friend." He said.

Nash and I looked at each other then back at the doctor. "Do you consider your friend here a brother?" He asked and Nash shook his head.

"Okay, well then... uh hold on. I need to take this again. Sorry." The doctor said and I was really annoyed.

I was dying to know what he had to tell us. He came back in and finally told us.

I stood there shocked. I didn't know what to feel.

The doctor said...

A/:n ohhh! What did the doctor say?¿ I'm watching Criminal Minds and Reid is actually really cute. I want to finish it before school starts and I'm on season 8! Anyway, vote, comment, share, and follow! Hope you enjoyed! Qotd- who is your favorite character from a tv show?