Falling again (sequel to NGLS)

30.)The last time

Cam's POV-

"It's so quiet." I said. Nash didn't answer and Jack's girlfriend Kelly nodded her head. We were sitting in Jack's hospital room.

"Maybe we should go visit Bria." I said. No one has been to see her yet. "What's the point? She's in a coma so she won't be able to talk to us." Kelly said.

"Well no one is talking in here." I said matter of factly. Nash wasn't apart of this conversation and Jack was sleeping.

"Well Jack can actually communicate with us, and what are we doing right now?" She said with an attitude. I rolled my eyes, something I picked up from Bria.

God I miss her. She could light up a room and she can put anyone in a good mood. She's sarcastic, witty and funny. I hate to admit it but she is amazing.

I miss the way her eyes would light up when someone mentioned something she was interested in.

I miss the way she laughed when someone's joke wasn't funny but she wanted them to feel appreciated.

I miss the way she would hit me when I would say something stupid.

I miss her.

Jack woke up and Kelly rushed to his side. She's so pathetic. Man I sound like a girl, I spend too much time around Bria.

"Jack." Kelly whined. "Cam was being insensitive to me before." She said while pouting her lips.

I didn't say anything because I'd hope that Jack would see right through her bullshit. I guess he was hit pretty hard in the head though.

"Cam, leave Kelly alone!" He said sternly. "Gladly." I mumbled while I rolled my eyes. She narrowed her eyes at me and I left.

I was just wandering around the hospital trying to clear my head. I was walking for awhile.

I found myself at Bria's hospital room. I walked in and she was all by herself. Nash didn't even come to see her once since she went into a coma.

I'm not sure why he hasn't visited but he just hasn't. It's kind of weird. Usually he would be the first one there. I don't know what's wrong with him lately.

"Bria." I said lowly. I knew she wouldn't be able to answer but I just wanted her to hear that someone came to see her.

I sat down beside her and I grabbed her hand. Her fingers were stone cold. She looked so lifeless. Looking at her made me feel terrible. She needs to live, not only because I love her as if she were my own sister but because she has a baby growing inside of her and that baby needs his/her mother

I want to be there for her when she has the baby. Bria counts on me and Nash to be there for her and we've been failing at that a lot lately.

I started to tear up. This might actually be the last time I get to see Bria. The last time I spoke to her I was angry at her. I didn't want her to get attached to Jack and I was angry because she was.

I just can't believe that she might leave us all for good this time, and I was angry at her and she was angry at me. I'd hate for us to end our friendship on bad terms.

"Bria, how are you feeling?" I asked and I knew I sounded dumb. I knew she couldn't hear me but it was worth a shot.

"Bria, I'm extremely sorry and disappointed in myself for not sticking up for you. You know I love you and I would do anything to get you to wake up." I said. She didn't respond in anyway.

Her breathing stayed the same, her hand didn't move a muscle, she didn't blink. Nothing.

I put my head down and I started to cry. If I lose Bria, all of my hope will be lost. All of my light. Don't take this the wrong way. I don't love Bria like I could marry her. I love her like she's family, and she is family.