But he's my best friend? -Phan

Chapter 14 (Mixed Pov)

Dan Pov

 When I woke my body entangled to Phil's. We had been exhausted after a day of family dinners, charades, board games, family gossip and watching movies. I untangled myself trying to gently pull my arm from under Phil's back, however still managing to wake him. Phil is the most adorable human ever and nobody could tell me otherwise. His messy black morning hair, the fact he wore Muppet pajamas and socks to bed and as he looked up at me drowning in a sea of white blankets, peaking out just enough to see his eyes. Them eyes, the stunning multi-coloured wonderment that was his eyes. "Morning" he said sweetly. Some people could say I look at him with rose-tinted glasses, but I disagree, this was Phil, he was just perfect. I'm so lucky.

"Morning" I replied cuddling into him. I didn't know if this was the only contact we would get all day considering we were still with the family. It was enough to just be with Phil. We didn't need to talk I just need to be near him. "Dan?"Phil said  softly. "Hmm?" I replied scrolling through my phone. "I just got a text, there is some big gathering organised by YouTube in London for New Years they are wondering if we want to go what should I tell them?" "We don't have anything planned do we?" I replied. "No I don't think so" Phil said "So should I tell them yes?" he continued. "Sure" I smiled back. I was excited to see  everyone again.

We set down our phones and Phil lay his head on my shoulder. "Dan I love you, like so much" he said looking up at me. My body filled with a feeling that I had never experienced before. He made me feel so special, he made me feel like nobody else could. "I love you, like so much, too" I teased, before kissing him. Every time I kissed him, I just didn't want it to end, ever. I ran my tongue down the inside of his lips, before moving our tongues in a steady pace. Then it happened. Phil's mum walked in. "Hey boys I think... Oh i'm sorry... I didn't mean to ummm I just thought I should  wake you both... I'll just go" she said before hastily closing the door. Phil and I stared at each other both clearly not knowing what to do.

Phil Pov

The only way I can describe kissing Dan is that he is a part of me that I have been missing. I have searched for this part my whole life so far and the moment we kiss, I have found that piece, I am whole. Our kiss was steady paced, it wasn't hot and passionate and although I did enjoy that, this felt slow and meaningful like we were confessing our feelings with every movement. And then my mum walked in. I felt like an embarrassed teenager getting caught. She rushed out  of the room her nightgown swishing behind her. I looked at Dan and we telepathically panicked.  

"Um so should we go after her" Dan spoke up. "Well what do I say to her?" I said, a panicked tone coming through in my voice. "Just be honest" he said kissing my cheek, which comforted me greatly. He then stood up, grabbed my hand and lead me out of the room. He paused before we reached the kitchen. "Breathe" he whispered, squeezing my hand "i'm here."

Then we walked in. The whole family were gathered round the table. Martyn was sitting beside Sophie his girlfriend. My Dad and Mum sat at either the top a bottom of the table and in the middle and Dan and I sat opposite Martyn and Sophie. "Apple or orange juice Dan?" my mum asked pouring Dan a drink holding back a very obvious smile. "Apple thanks" Dan said shyly, I guess he was more nervous than he was letting on. I squeezed his hand remembering how he made me feel calm.  "Phil?" mum asked. "Orange please" I said. Why didn't she bring it up. I looked round the table and all of my family had the same grin that was being held back. They knew, they all did, but the didn't say anything. This was strange as I remembered back to when me and Dan first became friends and my mum, dad and Martyn used to always tease me about Dan. Despite me insisting it wasn't true. They used to be the biggest "phan" shippers. 

"Mum are you okay?" I asked. "Yes dear why wouldn't I be" she said he smile widening,  so she covered he mouth. "Okay you are seriously not going to say anything" I questioned. She furrowed her eyebrows "about what?"