What Happened To me

Chapter 15

Chapter 15-

I had to explain all of my thoughts and feelings to Harry. I left out the part about him and Niall. He seemed to understand pretty well.

“Well I mean we just work together right? We are really good friends and I hope to be for a long time.” He said sounding like he never liked me more than a friend.

“Harry you have you understand. I don’t even know if I love Max. I mean we are really good friends, but I think I left him in the friend zone.” I tried to explain. It didn’t seem to convince him. That night Harry slept with me again, just for comfort. He didn’t want me to be “depressed”.  So I waited until he was about asleep. I sat up in the bed and slowly got out from the comforter and stood up and wandered out of the room.

“Where ya going?” Harry caught me sneaking out. As I turned around I said “I just need to get ready. I’ll be back soon.”

“Hm okay.” He was almost asleep. I went out and closed the door. I walked down a little bit to Louis’ room. I creaked the door open slowly. His light was still on and he was on the phone with Eleanor.

“Hey” I whispered “can I use your bathroom really quick?” I winked then nodded to Harry’s room. He understood what I meant.

He widened his eyes and said “Oh yeah go ahead love.”

“Thanks.” I walked into his bathroom and closed the door. “Okay Jodi you can do this. Take a few deep breaths. In out, in out.” I said to myself calming myself. I breathed deeply. I ruffed my hair up a bit trying to think what to do with it.  I tried a ponytail, a fishtail, and a messy bun. I finally made my decision. Big beach waves. I let my long light brown go natural. I walked out and into the living room and got into my duffle bag. I grabbed my red lace underwear and my black push-up bra. I put them on and went back to Harry’s room. I heard a small snore. He was sleeping. He is so perfect when he sleeps. I left the door open going in and grabbing a large white t-shirt. I looked at him sleeping all alone.

I pushed back some of his curls, kissed his forehead working my way to his neck from his jawline, I found his ear and whispered “I love you Harry. A lot.” I slowly backed away closing the door behind me. I slipped the t-shirt on and walked to the living room. I sat down on the long purple couch. I need to call Sabrina. I dilled her number and got a quick answer.

“Hey girl what’s up? You’ll never guess what I’m doing right now!” she said with such excitement.

“Hey ‘brina what are you doing?” I questioned.

“I’m packing. I’m coming to see you and the boys. I heard that you work and live with them. How cool!” she is so cute. I couldn’t help but giggle. Sabrina is much prettier than me. She has light brown skin with few freckles and brown eyes. She also is sort of tall with light brown hair that went to her mid back.

“That’s great because I have a bit of a situation. Harry has fallen in love with me and I’m pretty sure Niall has a crush on me too. I mean that’s great, but Max. What do I do about him? I- I don’t know if I love him anymore. When are you coming out?” I explained to her.

“I will be there tomorrow afternoon. You just have to come pick me up at the airport. You’ll only have to last through the morning alone with them. I’ll help you when I get there. Just don’t do anything stupid that could fuck this up even more.” She scolded. Oh she knew me so well.

“Haha okay. I’ll see you tomorrow then. I love you.”

“See ya on the flip side. I love you too.” We both made a kiss sound before hanging up. “Jods’ wait! Guess who else is coming. Max. Okay bye.” And with that she hung up. Fuck!