Chance for Us

IT HURTS.. SO MUCH

BAEK's pov

*pot* *pot*

"Mmmhhh" I murmured.

"Hey mister, wake up" A voice of a kid?

I suddenly open my eyes.

Oh I forgot. I fell asleep. How long? Aish Jinja~

I look at my side and saw a little boy.

"Oh Kwangyeon-ah, Why?" I tried to speak english.

(Baek used the english term 'why' instead of 'waeyeo' .. Well let's just assume)

"I want to play" He said in korean? He knows how to speak korean? This kid.. Tsk tsk tsk..

"Ah hehehe.. Arasseo" I replied.

Since he is Chanyeol's son, I'll be good. Of course, as always.. Hehehe.

He pull me going out of the room while I followed him still scratching my eyes.

While we are walking, we encountered Sehun, Tao and Kai. "Hyung, where are you going?" Kai asked.

"Kwangyeon wants to play, so we're going out" I answered.

"Jinja? Can we come?" Tao asked excitedly.

"If you want I'll stay here to continue my sleep and you three will play with this kid" I said.

I felt tired so it's a good idea. Hahaha

"Ne hyung.. We'll take care of Kwangyeon" Kai said.

"Arasseo" I replied. "Mm, Kwangyeon-ah, I have to do something important so these three hyungs will be the one to play with you. Is that okay?" I said talking to Kwangyeon.

Yes, sleeping is important.

"Yes, Mr. Baek" He answered in english again.

"Let's go" They said and they walked away happily.

Tsk tsk tsk.. So childish.

*yawn*

Why am I so sleepy right now?

I felt thirsty so I decided to go to the kitchen and have some water before I continue my sleep.

I quickly reached for the glass and pour some water. "Baek" It's Kyungsoo.

"Oh, Kyungiiiee-ah, waeyeo?" I asked and continue drinking.

"How is it?" He asked.

I got confused.

"Bwoya?" I asked back.

"About Chanyeol.. I know it's not comfortable" He said.

"Mullon.. Hajiman, nan gwaenchannayeo" I replied.

"It's okay for you but, how about Bomi?" He asked again.

Bomi???.. Aaahh~

"I think she's .. h-happy" I answered.

"Someone is being jealous just now" he teased.

"Okay pwayn! I'm jealous, so what?" I said.

"Hahaha kiyeo~" - Kyungsoo..

"Tss.. By the way, where the others?" I asked.

"Mollayeo.. I just woke up" He answered.

"Hahaha, that's why you're gaining weight this days" I said.

"I'll forget you if I bring back my sexy body again. Just wait" He said scarily.

"Woah woah.. Hahaha, arasseo arasseo. I'll wait for that. Just let me sleep now" I said.

"See, you're sleeping too.. Hehehe, arasseo, go on. And, belated happy birthday again" He greeted.

"Gomawo" I replied and started walking away.

*whistle* *whistle* *whistle*

Wandering around, while whistling, I felt incomplete just now. ???????

Suddenly, I saw a girl's blonde hair talking to a tall guy. Bomi-ah???

Don't tell me, that's Channiiee..

I went near them to hear some of their conversation and let myself be covered by the door.

"You know that I loved you right?" It's her voice. I know it.

Did I heard it right? Huh? Tell  me, NO. Jebalyeo~

My heart starts aching. It feels like being crumpled slowly. I can't breath properly.. Aniyo, Aninde..

I slowly turned around and walk away. I don't want to hear what they're going to say anymore.

I fastly went in my room and locked the door. My feet becomes weak. I fell on the ground as tears fell from my eyes.

"What have I done? What wrong doings did I do for you to do this Bomi-ah? Mallhae!" I cried..

This thing is the reason why I'm nervous a while ago. That they would come back to each other again. That Bomi could possibly leave me beind, and that this could hurt me..

But I don't know that it would BADLY hurt me.

"Waeyeo Bomi-ah? Am I s-still not enough? What does C-chanyeol have t-that I don't? T-tell me and I'll a-ask him to give me s-some" I whispered while crying..

So this is what she'll gonna do afterall.. After all the things I've done for her? Sorry, Sorry for reminding the things that I did for her.. But, can you blame me? I'm hurt

It hurts...

And it hurts me more...

'You know that I loved you right?'

It keeps on echoing in my ears..

I don't wanna hear it anymore, please...

Go away..

I went to my bed, covering my ears with the pillows..

"Jebal~".......     "Yoon B-bomi~"...

Where do I have to go to open your tightly shut world?

Will you take me inside the veil that covers you? Can’t you make me live?

you know how much I want you

More than your faint image, more than the thick night

I’m afraid of being alone

It hurts ..

So Much...