KAJIMA~

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BOMI's pov

"Can you... C-can you l-listen to me first?"

I asked.

He stared at my pitiful eyes, then he looked away. "J-just, keep distance" He said coldly.

I obeyed him. I made a five step backward from him.

"Is this enough?" I asked.

"What do you want?" He didn't answer my question, he just want me to finish this.

Baekhyun-ah~ you really want it this way? You really want to end this now? Waeyeo?

I sighed..

"W-why did you l-left?" I asked nervously.

"I wanted to visit my family again. Why? Is it prohibited?" He asked with a sarcasm on his voice.

"Without telling me?" I asked.

"Why would I tell you?.. Are you my mom?" He asked.

"B-baek.. I'm y-your, girl" I said starting to tear up.

Then the rains started to drop. Slowly, it starts to make us wet.

(Please play this / Thought it hurts, it's okay by Lee Hyun [eight8]/)

I can feel my heart is starting to break into pieces one by one. With those words he said, and the tone of his voice, I'm hurt.

"Not anymore... cause I know you're not willing to be mine" He said.

Not willing? Is he really talking to me?

"W-what are you saying? I already accept you Baek. You're already here" I said pointing to my left chest. "I already opened my heart for you" I said still crying.

"Really? Or you are just playing a trick on me?" He asked again.

WTH? Stop it Baek, I'm getting angry now.

"Why would I play a trick on you?!" I shouted.

"Because you just want to hurt me. And in  the end, you'll just go back to Chanyeol!" He said.

"No, I wouldn't do that thing.. Chanyeol has his own life now, and I don't want to be the reason why his life could be miserable. His now happy with his family, and I don't want to bother them" I said.

"But I heard you. You said you love him" He replied.

No Baek .. I didn't ..

"Yes I love him.. but that thing only exist at the past. I moved on already. Remember how you helped me to move on and forget my feelings for him? You're the one who told me to move on Baek" I said softly.

"Yeah, I told you to move on, but you didn't" He said.

Why can't he understand?! In every explanations I would say, he would just add a BUTs.. can't there be no buts anymore?

"Yes I did.. I did it Baek, and I'm already loving someone else now" I said. "And it's you~" I added.

"I don't know what's on your mind anymore. You love Chanyeol but you keep on saying that you love me" He said.

"That's a lie" I said but it seems like he didn't hear it.

"Yoon Bomi, let me tell you something" He said. I miss his voice calling my name.

"Mwonde?" I asked curiously.

"I.... DON'T .. Love.. You.. anymore" He said emphasizing each words.

And that's when I feel my heart is not already functioning together with my brain and my body.

I became a statue infront of him. I was just looking at his eyes straightly. I want to know if he is sincere.

"I-is that t-true?" I asked.

It takes time for him to answer. Why? Byun Baekhyun, it's not true right?

"Y-yes" He answered and a tears also escaped from his eyes.

My knees dropped on the ground as I cover my face with both of my hands.

Then Bam!~ I cried loudly...

My vision became blurry. It's like everything I see is spinnin' around then everything went black.

All I know is that I heard footsteps coming near me.

CHANYEOL's pov

Me and Krystal are watching the two talking from afar. Their conversation was so long... until..

"Chan... Bomi-yah" Krystal said pointing to Bomi who is already lying on the ground.

I fastly ran towards Bomi as Krystal followed me.

Krystal lift Bomi's head and let it rest on her lap. We tried to wake her up but she didn't. I slowly stood up to face Baekhyun who is staring at Bomi while crying.

I know that he is also hurt. Cause I know if Bomi is being hurt, Baekhyun feels more than that...

I fastly approached him angrily and punched him with all the strength that I have right now.

He wiped the blood at his lips on the right side.

"Remember this Baek? Is this situation familiar to you? But it's different right? I'm the one who punched you. Our position is not the same like in the past.. Hahaha.. funny right?" I laughed fakely.

"Remember those things you told me? That you can't expect me to be worse because of hurting Bomi, that I'm a fool for hurting her? But what do you think you're doing right now? You are hurting her, you're the reason why she's crying. And guess what, you're also a fool like me.." I said as eagerness came up to me.

"Chanyeol-ah hajima.. let's just bring Bomi to the hospital. Palli!!!" Krystal shouted.

I hurriedly went to them and carried Bomi with a bridal style then we went to our car and bring her to the hospital.

BAEKHYUN's pov

She fainted..

My brain is not functioning.. It's not processing well. Everything happened so fast.

I took a step towards her, but suddenly, Chanyeol was already beside her and so as Krystal.

She looks pale. She's sweating.. and she looks weak..

Chanyeol went infront of me, and punched me..

He brought back the past..

And that's when I realize that I'm doing the same as what he did before.

He carried her going away..

He's carrying her..

I should be the one who is carrying her right now. I should be in that position. I should be the one who will accompany her to the hospital.

It hurts me watching Chanyeol carrying her as they went away. I want to go to her. I want to be at her side.

But I'm just here standing, and... I'm so hopeless.

I regret, everything I have said.

I don't wanna lose her. Why did I realize it so late?

My body started to shake. I'm nervous..

My feet started to move following them..

Bomi-ah, jangkaman...

"Hajima..."

"Hajima!!!!!" I shouted trying to stop the car they are riding.

"Bomi-ah... HAJIMA!!!!!!!" I shouted out of my lungs..

I ran as fast as I can trying to follow them. But there's no use. The car is going fastly..

I stopped.. I'm catching my breath right now..

NO... NO... NO...

Yoon Bomi, kajima~ (don't go)

Jebal Kajima~~~~

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